and indicating how an effective point might be improved.
But as yet I had not dared to hope that she loved, or was even in train
to love me. So as yet I had not intended to speak of love at all.
But one day—one Sunday late in June—she proposed to sing me a song
she had just been learning.
“What is it?” I asked.
“From Le Désert of Felicien David,” she said, handing me the
music.
It was the “O, belle nuit, O, sois plus lente,” originally written
for tenor.
“I should hardly think it would suit your voice,” I said, running
over the music.
“Neither did I, at first; but listen, anyway.” And she began.
Her voice had never been in better order, had never been more resonant,
never more electric. Contrary to my misgivings, the song suited it
perfectly, afforded its ‘cello quality full scope. She sang with an
enthusiasm, a precision, a delicacy of shading, that carried me away.
As the last tender note melted on her lips, she swung around on the
piano-stool and looked a question with her great, dark, serious eyes.
I know not what possessed me. A blindness fell upon my sight. My heart
gave a mighty bound. In another instant I was at her side and had caught
her—my darling—in my arms. In another instant she was sobbing her
life out upon my shoulder.
By and by, after the first stress of our emotion had subsided, I
mustered voice to say, “Then, Veronika, you love me?”
Her hand nestled in mine by way of answer.
I told her as well I could how I had loved her from the first.
“It is strange,” she said, “when you turned to me there on the
terrace and spoke, it was as if a light broke into my life. And it has
been the same ever since—my heart has been full of light. Oh, I have
wanted you so much! I was afraid you did not care for me. Why have you
waited so long?”
No need of putting down my answer nor the rest of our dialogue. When
Mr. Tikulski came back I confessed every thing. He asked but a single
question, imposed but a single condition.
I replied that I earned enough by my teaching to support him and her
comfortably and to contribute toward the maintenance of the widow and
her brood in Germany. Furthermore, I had solid grounds for expecting to
earn more next winter. There would be an opening for me in the Symphony
and Philharmonic Societies, and as I was gaining something of a
reputation I might reasonably demand a higher price for my lessons. It
was arranged that we should be married the first week in August.
Our journey to Hoboken was all too short that night. Never had horse-car
or ferry-boat advanced with such velocity before. As we left the church
she asked, “Did you notice how my voice trembled in my solo?
“It only added to its effect,” I answered. “Were you nervous?”
“Oh, no, I was happy, so happy that I could not control my voice.”
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