English fiction -- 20th century; Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Short stories, English
“Well, she’s looked at you pretty hard for the last twelve months,” said
Patricia sagely. “Besides, you can but try. If she says ‘No,’ well,
then, you’ve done your bit. But it’d make it easier for me. I’d like to
feel we were both in the same old boat. I know I’ve got your love, but
then I’d have your understanding too. I’d feel you knew what it meant. I
don’t want you to be unhappy, Simon dear: but I think you’d be less
unhappy if you were married. And—and it’d be putting two hedges between
us, instead of only one. . . . You see, when I marry George—as I
suppose I shall: we’re supping together, and you know what that
means. . . . Well, when I marry George, that won’t wash you out. I’ll be
bound to think of you. And if I think of you single,
unmarried—_available_, Simon, it’ll be ten times as hard to chase you
out of my mind. And I want to play the game. One may have to marry for
money, but at least one can honour one’s bond. . . . And I think,
perhaps, it’d be the same for you. You _needn’t_ marry money, because
you’re a man: but three hundred a year isn’t much, and it’s growing
less. And in these days. . . . Well, Estelle’s got fifteen thousand.
Besides, she’s awfully nice. And if you were married, you’d have a game
to play. D’you see, Simon?”
“Yes,” said Simon Beaulieu. “You mean that in love, as in everything
else in the world, the positive’s easier to deal with than the negative.
Better a Dead Sea apple than only forbidden fruit.”
“And you say we shouldn’t get on!” said Patricia deliberately.
There was a silence.
Shoulder to shoulder, the two stood still as statuary, looking into the
night. For such an exercise their coign of vantage was superb. The
balustrade before them severed the gardens from the park. This for the
most part was walled with rising woods, but here the ground fell sharply
into a valley which ran like a giant gutter, straight and clean, to the
jaws of Peering Gap. Such was the darkness that the gap was not to be
seen, but a starlit scallop of sky showed where it lay.
At length—
“We mightn’t,” said Simon doggedly.
“I mightn’t get on with George. Or you with Estelle.”
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