English fiction -- 20th century; Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Short stories, English
“Don’t let’s pretend,” he said quietly. “It’s hardly worth it. Besides,
to tell you the truth, reach-me-down sympathy never cut very much ice
with me. Finally, you’ll need all you’ve got for yourself before we’re
through. I’ve let you down badly, I know. But God knows I’ve got my
punishment. . . . And I’ll do my very best to break your fall.” Jean sat
back on her heels and stared at the floor. “When you feel most
sore—murderous, please try to remember the intolerable position I’m in.
If we meant anything to each other, it would have been less odious. As
it is—well, obviously, I’d rather have died by torture than let you
down.”
He passed to the door of the _salon_. With his fingers about the handle,
he stopped and spoke over his shoulder.
“Can you manage the two o’clock train?”
Jean never moved.
“I’ll—I’ll be ready,” she said.
* * * * *
Three ghastly months had gone by, and Captain and Mrs. Pauncefote were
down to seven pounds.
Their liabilities had proved higher than they had feared: their personal
effects had fetched even less than they had expected. Cars, jewels,
clothing—everything had been sold to pay their debts. The two were
determined to keep their memory clean. The mighty had fallen, but at
least their stalls should be left swept and garnished. What they owed
they paid to the uttermost farthing. By the time the last cheque had
been signed, Destitution had crept very close.
_Plaisir et Cie_ had paid nothing. Whether they would ever pay anything
seemed doubtful indeed. That they would never pay anything to Pauncefote
was painfully clear. The man was powerless. He was out of touch. To
employ a Parisian lawyer was beyond his means. Remembering a recent
threat to transfer his deposit account, his English Bank wagged familiar
forefingers and ‘advised’ him to lodge his claim and ‘wait and see.’
Pauncefote did so, as well as he could, and received no reply.
The two lived in rooms in a mean street and boarded themselves.
Pauncefote went from pillar to post, seeking work ceaselessly and
finding none. Jean raked the newspapers, cursed her own uselessness and
watched the grey creep into her husband’s hair. She also found that food
was far cheaper at stalls than it was in shops. . . . Neither complained
of their lot. They walked a good deal together, avoiding familiar
neighbourhoods, breaking new and unlovely ground. They never referred to
the old days. Their relations were desperately strained, but the strain
was always masked. They laughed little, hid their misery somehow,
respected each other’s reserve as a sacred thing. Under it all, their
hearts yearned upon each other. . . .
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