France -- History -- Francis I, 1515-1547 -- Fiction
"Hark ye, my child," rejoined Benvenuto gravely. "I have often told you
that in my view there is but one thing in the world forever beautiful,
forever young, forever fruitful, and that is art divine. And yet, I
think, I hope, I know, that in certain tender hearts love also counts
for much,--a deep and noble sentiment, which may make happy a whole
life; but it is very rare. For what is love in most cases? A fancy of a
day, a joyous intimacy, in which both parties are deceived, and very
often in the best of faith. I make sport of this love, as it is called,
Ascanio, with great freedom as you know; I laugh at its high-flown
pretensions and its stilted language. I do not slander it. To say truth,
it rather pleases me; it has _in petto_ all the joy, all the sweetness,
all the jealousy of a serious passion, but its wounds are not mortal.
Comedy or tragedy, after a certain time one hardly remembers it save as
a sort of theatrical performance. And then, Ascanio, while women are
charming creatures, to my mind all save a very few do not deserve and do
not understand anything more than this passing fancy. To give them more,
one must be a dupe or an imprudent fool. Take Scozzone, for example: if
she should enter my heart, she would be terrified at what she saw
therein; I leave her at the threshold, and she sings and dances, she is
light of heart and happy. Moreover, Ascanio, these ever changing
alliances have a less durable basis, which however is all-sufficient for
the artist,--the worship of form, and the adoration of pure beauty. That
is their serious side, and it is on account of that I say no ill of
them, although I laugh at them. But, Ascanio, mark this: there are other
passions which do not make me laugh, but make me tremble,--terrible,
insensate passions, as impossible as things we see in dreams."
"Mon Dieu!" thought Ascanio, "can he have learned aught of my mad
passion for Colombe?"
"They afford neither pleasure nor happiness," continued Cellini, "and
yet they take possession of one's whole being; they are vampires which
slowly drink your whole existence, which devour your heart little by
little; they hold you in a deathly embrace, and you cannot extricate
yourself. Ascanio, Ascanio, beware of such a passion. 'T is clear that
they are mere chimeras, and that they can in no way profit one, and yet
men who know this well plunge into them body and soul, and abandon their
lives to them almost with joy."
"He has that in his mind! he knows all!" said Ascanio to himself.
"My dear son," pursued Benvenuto, "if there still is time, break these
bonds which would hold you fast forever; you will bear the mark of them,
but try at least to save your life."
"Who told you that I love her, in God's name?" demanded the apprentice.
"If you do not love her, God be praised!" exclaimed Benvenuto, thinking
that Ascanio denied the impeachment, when he simply asked a question.
"Beware at all events, for I saw this morning that she loves you."
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