France -- History -- Francis I, 1515-1547 -- Fiction
"Ascanio," replied Cellini, "she who is dead is not and cannot be mine.
God simply showed her to me, and did not implant any human love for her
in my heart. Strangely enough, he did not even lead me to feel what she
was to me until he had taken her from the world. She is naught but a
memory in my life, a vague, indistinct image. But if you have understood
me, Colombe more nearly touches my existence, my heart: I dare to love
her: I dare to say to myself, 'She shall be mine!'
"She is the daughter of the Provost of Paris," said Ascanio, trembling.
"And even if she were a king's daughter, Ascanio, you know what my will
is capable of. I have attained whatever object I have sought to attain,
and I never longed for aught more ardently. I know not as yet by what
means I shall gain my end, but she must be my wife."
"Your wife! Colombe your wife!"
"I will apply to my mighty sovereign," continued Benvenuto. "I will
people the Louvre and Chambord with statues if he wishes. I will cover
his tables with ewers and candelabra, and when I ask no other price than
Colombe he will not he François I. if he refuses. O Ascanio, I am
hopeful, I am hopeful! I will seek him in the midst of his whole court.
See, three days hence, when he starts for Saint-Germain, you will come
with me. We will carry the silver salt-box, which is completed, and the
designs for a gateway at Fontainebleau. Every one will admire them, for
they are fine, and he will admire them, and will marvel more than the
others. I will give him a similar surprise every week. I have never been
conscious of a more fruitful creative power. My brain is boiling night
and day: this love of mine, Ascanio, has increased my power and renewed
my youth. When François sees all his wishes gratified as soon as they
are formed,--ah! then I will no longer request, but demand. He will make
me great, and I will make myself rich, and the Provost of Paris, for all
his provostship, will be honored by the alliance. Upon my soul, Ascanio,
I am going mad! Such thoughts make me lose control of myself. She mine!
Dreams of heaven! Do you realize what it means, Ascanio? Colombe mine!
Embrace me, my child; since I have confessed it all to you, I dare to
listen to my hopes. My heart is calmer now; you have in a measure
legalized my happiness. You will understand some day what I mean by
that. Meanwhile, it seems to me that I love you more dearly since you
have received my confidence: it was good of you to listen. Embrace me,
dear Ascanio!"
"But you do not seem to think, master, that perhaps she doesn't love
you."
"Oh, hush, Ascanio! I have thought of it, and then I have envied your
youth and beauty. But what you say of the far-seeing designs of God
reassures me. She is waiting for me to come to her. Whom should she
love? some courtier fop, altogether unworthy of her! Furthermore,
whoever he may be for whom she is destined, I am as nobly born as he,
and I have more genius."
"Comte d'Orbec, they say, is hex _fiancé_."
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