France -- History -- Francis I, 1515-1547 -- Fiction
"Now, tell me this, Ascanio; do you think that, if my sculptor's ideal
had presented itself to me living on this earth, and if I had bestowed a
share of my admiration upon it, I should have been ungrateful and
faithless to my poetic ideal? Do you think that my celestial apparition
would in that case have ceased to visit me, that the angel would be
jealous of the woman? Do you think it? I ask you the question, Ascanio,
and you will know some day why I ask it of you rather than of
another,--why I tremble as I await your reply, as if you were my
Beatrice herself."
"Master," said Ascanio gravely and sadly, "I am too young to have an
opinion upon such lofty subjects: I think, however, in my heart, that
you are one of the chosen men whom God leads, and that what you find
upon your path has been placed there by God, not by chance."
"That is really your belief, is it not, Ascanio? You are of opinion that
the terrestrial angel, the realization of my longing, would be sent by
God, and that the other celestial angel would not be angry at my
desertion? In that case, I may venture to tell you that I have found my
ideal, that it is living, that I can sec it, and almost touch it.
Ascanio, the model of all beauty, of all purity, the type of infinite
perfection to which we artists aspire, is near at hand, it breathes, and
I can admire, it every day. Ah! all that I have done hitherto is as
nothing compared with what I will do. This Hebe, which you think
beautiful, and which is, in very truth, my _chef-d'œuvre_, does not
satisfy me as yet: my living dream stands beside its image, and seems to
me a hundred times more glorious; but I will attain it! I will attain
it! Ascanio, a thousand white statues, all of which resemble it, are
already forming and rising in my brain. I see them, I feel their
presence, and some day they will come forth.
"And now, Ascanio, would you like me to show you my lovely inspiration?
it should be close by us. Every morning, when the sun rises, it shines
upon me from below. Look."
Benvenuto drew the curtain aside from the window, and pointed to the
garden of the Petit-Nesle.
In her leafy avenue Colombe was walking slowly along, her head resting
upon her hand.
"How fair she is, is she not?" said Benvenuto ecstatically. "Phidias and
old Michel-Angelo created nothing purer, and the ancients, if they
equal, do not surpass that graceful young head. How beautiful she is!"
"Ah! yes, beautiful indeed!" murmured Ascanio, who had resumed his seat,
without strength to move or to think.
There was a moment's pause, while Benvenuto feasted upon his joy, and
Ascanio brooded over his pain.
"But, master," the apprentice timidly ventured to say, "where will this
artist's passion lead you? What do you mean to do?"
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