France -- History -- Francis I, 1515-1547 -- Fiction
out, but how can I, feeble and alone as I am, resist him. But no matter,
Colombe: even if I should come some day to hate him I have loved so long
and so well, I tell you now that I would not for all the world subject
him to the torture he inflicted upon me the other morning when he
declared his love for you."
Meanwhile Benvenuto, standing like a statue behind his tree, felt the
drops of icy sweat roll down his forehead, and his hand clutched
convulsively at his heart.
"Poor Ascanio! dear heart!" returned Colombe, "you have suffered
bitterly already, and have much to suffer still. But let us face the
future calmly. Let us not exaggerate our griefs, for the prospect is not
altogether desperate. Including God there are three of us to make head
against misfortune. You would rather see me Benvenuto's wife than Comte
d'Orbec's, would you not? But you would also prefer to see me wedded to
the Lord than to Benvenuto? Very well! if I am not yours, I will belong
to none but the Lord, be sure of that, Ascanio. Your wife in this world,
or your betrothed in the other. That is my promise to you, Ascanio, and
that promise I will keep: never fear."
"Thanks, thou angel from heaven, thanks!" said Ascanio. "Let us forget
the great world around us, and concentrate our lives upon this little
thicket where we now are. Colombe, you haven't told me yet that you love
me. Alas! it would almost seem that you are mine because you could not
do otherwise."
"Hush! Ascanio, hush! do you not see that I am trying to sanctify my
happiness by making it a duty? I love you, Ascanio, I love you!"
Benvenuto could no longer find strength to stand; he fell upon his knees
with his head against a tree; his haggard eyes were fixed vacantly on
space, while, with his ear turned toward the young people, he listened
with feverish intentness.
"Dear Colombe," echoed Ascanio, "I love you, and something tells me that
we shall be happy, and that the Lord will not abandon the loveliest of
all his angels. Mon Dieu! Mon Dieu! in this atmosphere of joy which
surrounds me, I forget the circle of grief which I must enter when I
leave you."
"We must think of to-morrow," said Colombe: "let us help ourselves,
Ascanio, so that God may help us. It would be disloyal, I think, to
leave your master Benvenuto in ignorance of our love, for he would
perhaps incur great risk in contending against Madame d'Etampes and
Comte d'Orbec. It would not be fair: you must tell him everything,
Ascanio."
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