Ashcliffe Hall: A tale of the last centuryHolt, Emily Sarah
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Ashcliffe Hall: A tale of the last century
Holt, Emily Sarah
England -- Social life and customs -- 18th century -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Religious fiction
"Celia, do you know what it is to feel downright wicked?" asked
Charley, in a different tone.
"Yes--no--not as you mean, I fancy."
"No, I don't think you do. I wish you did."
"Charley!"
"Well, I mean, I wish I didn't! Father talks of hanging things; I
feel sometimes as if I could hang everything."
"Me?" demanded Celia, smiling.
"No, I wouldn't hang you; and I wouldn't hang Mother," pursued
Charley, meditatively. "Nor Bay Fairy, nor Lucy, nor the black cat;
nor Harry--I think not; nor Cicely, except first thing in a morning
when she rouses me up out of a nice sleep, or last thing at night
when she packs me off to bed whether I will or not. I am not sure
about Father. As to the rest, they would have to look out for
themselves."
"Now, Charley!" said Celia, laughing.
"Celia, you don't know what it is to feel wicked, I wish I could get
something to make me--not keep good, because I have to do--but make
me want to be good."
Celia was silent for a moment. Then she said, very slowly and
hesitatingly, "Charley, I suppose we shall only want to be good, when
we want to please God, and to be like Jesus Christ."
"I don't know anything about that," said Charley, turning round to
look at her.
"I know very little about it," said Celia, blushing. "But I have
begun to think, Charley--only just lately--that we ought to care more
about pleasing God than anything else."
"Is that what makes you such a darling of a sister?" said Charley.
"I'll think about it if it be. You are always trying to please
everybody, it seems to me. But I don't think I could keep it up,
Celia. I don't care much about pleasing anybody but myself."
"Charley," said his sister, with a great effort, "there is a verse in
the Bible which I was reading this morning--'Even Christ pleased not
Himself.'" She spoke very shyly; but she loved this younger brother
dearly, and longed to see him grow up a really great and good man.
And she found it easier to talk to Charley, Lucy, and Cicely than to
others. She would not have dared to quote a text to Henrietta.
"Well, but you know we can't be like Him," said Charley, reverently.
"We must, before we can go to heaven."
"Well, then, I might as well give up at once!" answered Charley,
beginning to whistle.
"Oh no, Charley dear!" said Celia, so earnestly, that Charley stopped
whistling, and looked up in her face. "He will help us to do right
if we try. I do want you to grow up a good man, loving God and doing
good to men. Won't you ask Him, Charley?"
"Well, perhaps--I'll see about it," said Charley, as his sister
stroked the light hair affectionately away from his brow. "At any
rate, I don't think I'll go to St. Germains just yet. You are a dear
old Celestina!"
[1] Tennyson, "Idylls of the King"--Enid.
[2] The alphabet, which in the hornbooks was surmounted with a cross
and the lines:
"Christ's cross be my speed
In these letters to my need."
[3] Heb. x. 25.
[4] Matt. vii. 11.
[5] Luke xi. 13.
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