Parent and child -- Fiction; Sardinia (Italy) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction
That night he had a touch of fever, caused perhaps by the unwholesome
though poetic philtre of the dreams which he evoked almost nightly in
the silence of the Coliseum. In his delirium he thought he saw the face
of Maria Obinu bending over his pillow. Was it delirium? Moonlight and
the vague reflection of an illuminated window lighted the patient's
room. Behind Maria he saw a cavalier in eighteenth century costume,
carrying a tray on which was a glass of champagne and Olì's amulet. He
felt that the cavalier, motionless in the penumbra, was insubstantial;
but the figure of the woman seemed real. He wanted to light a candle but
he could not move. He seemed lying on the edge of a precipice upon a
stone, which drawn by an occult force flew giddily towards an
unattainable point followed by all things. After the first apparition of
Maria he thought, "I have fever, I know that; but I'm certainly not
wandering. It was she. I was wrong in pretending to be asleep. I ought
to have simulated delirium to see what she would do. Perhaps she'll come
back. Suppose I try and suggest it to her?"
"Come! Come!" he began, speaking half aloud and trying to impose his
will on her. "Come, Maria Obinu! I _will_ you to come."
She did not come at once, and the strange course of the rock on which
the sufferer imagined himself lying redoubled in velocity. Apocalyptic
visions rose, mingled, vanished--monstrous clouds far in the depths of
the fantastic abyss into which the soul of the sufferer gazed with
horror. He saw the _nuraghe_ with the giant and the saint of Aunt
Varvara's delirium. But the moon detached itself from the Saint and fled
over the heaven. Two other moons red and huge appeared in pursuit.
Cataclysm was imminent. An immense crowd trampled each other on the
shore of a storm driven sea. The waves were marine horses, which fought
with invisible spirits. A cry rose out of the sea: "The stepmother! the
stepmother!" Anania shook with horror, opened his eyes and thought they
had turned blue.
"What absurdities!" he thought. "Why should fever make one see such
things?"
Then Maria Obinu came back. She advanced silently and bent over the
patient.
"Now I'll pretend!" he thought, and began a feeble lament. But the woman
said nothing.
"Oh God! Oh God!" murmured the youth, sighing aloud, "who is striking my
head? Let me alone! Don't murder me! The moon is going out. Mother, do
you remember the little song you taught me:"
"_Luna, luna, Moon, moon,
Porzedda luna!_" Beautiful moon!
"Why won't you tell me you are my mother? Tell me! Tell me! I know it of
course; but you ought to tell me yourself. Do you see the knight with
the amulet you gave me that morning? Don't you remember that morning we
came down, and the chaffinches sang on the chestnut trees and the clouds
vanished behind Monte Gonare? Of course you remember! Tell me! Don't be
afraid! I love you, we will live together! Tell me!"
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