Parent and child -- Fiction; Sardinia (Italy) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction
The woman kept silence. The patient was overcome by a spasm of real
tenderness and anguish, and began to rave in reality.
"Mother! Mother! speak to me! Don't make me suffer more. I am worn out.
If you know what I have suffered! You are Olì, aren't you? There's no
use in denying it. You are Olì. What have you been about? Where are
your papers? Ah well, we'll be silent about the past. It's all over and
done with. Now we will never part again. Oh don't go away! Wait! For
God's sake, don't go away!"
He raised himself, his eyes wide; but the figure moved slowly away and
disappeared. The knight with the tray was still there motionless in the
penumbra, and everything was turning round. Again the figure returned
and again it vanished. Anania continued to cry out that he saw his
mother; and this impression, made up of sweetness and anguish, he
retained even after the fever had left him.
Next morning he awoke early. His limbs seemed bruised as with blows of a
stick. He got up and went out without asking for Signora Obinu.
For three or four nights the fever continued to trouble him; but between
the phantasms of nightmare the figure of his mother did not return. That
made him think. Had it been a real vision? If so, she must have been
frightened by his words, and for that reason had kept away.
After this, exhausted by fatigue and the nervous tension of the
Examinations, still moreover a little feverish, he daily resolved to
solve the enigma, but always in vain. He thought, "I will summon her. I
will supplicate, question, threaten. I will tell her the Questura has
told me all, I will frighten her with the threat of exposure. She will
confess. And suppose it is _She_--what next?"
Always this supposition stupefied and terrified him. Sometimes he
imagined a dramatic scene between his long lost mother and himself;
sometimes it seemed that not one fibre in his heart would be moved.
Oftener he felt frozen, watching Signora Obinu, pale and smiling, with
her worn dark dress, always busy, always quiet, unconscious, insensible.
A veil fell between him and the phantasm which had tormented him.
Instead of the violent scene he had imagined, dull conversations about
nothings took place between him and his landlady, simple Aunt Varvara
joining in.
Only a few minutes before starting for his holiday he finally decided to
leave the whole matter in suspense till his return. He felt weary,
defeated. The heat, the examinations, the fever, the fantasies had
exhausted him. "I will rest," he thought, "I will sleep. I need
forgetfulness and sleep if I am to recover myself. I mustn't turn into a
neurasthenic! I will go up to my native mountains, to the wild and
virgin Gennargentu How long I have intended that excursion! I will visit
the robber's widow; my brother Zuanne; the son of the candlemaker; and
the court of the convent and that _carabiniere_ who sang--"
"'_A te questo rosario._'"
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