Parent and child -- Fiction; Sardinia (Italy) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction
These things were told at the olive-mill, the child being present. He
listened eagerly. Like some little wild animal which has apparently been
tamed, he continually meditated escape. At Fonni, while living with his
mother, he had thought of running away to find his father; now he was
with his father and he thought of running away to look for Olì. She
might be far off, she might be beyond the sea--no matter; he felt
capable of finding her by himself. Not that he loved her! No, he could
not love one who had given him more blows than kisses, one who had
deserted him! Instinctively he felt that was shameful. But then neither
did he love his father. Anania could not forget his first impression,
the terror and repulsion with which the dark, oily, angry man had
inspired him, the man who had kissed him in secret while before the
world he stormed at and insulted him.
But Aunt Tatàna--ah, she loved him! She washed and brushed and dressed
him; she taught him prayers and the precepts of King Solomon. She took
him to church, and gave him nice things to eat, and let him sleep with
her. Little by little Anania gave her his affection. In a short time he
was another boy. He grew fat and gave himself airs; he had forgotten his
rough Fonni costume, and wore a nice little suit of dark fustian. He
acquired the Nuoro accent, and was knowing and sharp like Bustianeddu.
Yet his little heart remained unchanged. It could not change. Dreams of
flight, of adventure, of wondrous accidents, were blended in his
childish soul with nostalgic yearning for his native place, for the
people and the things he knew, for the liberty he had enjoyed, for the
unkind mother who had become to him an object of pity and of shame.
Though he was better off, the little wild creature suffered under the
dislocation of all his habits. He wanted he knew not what. He thought he
wanted his mother--because everyone had a mother! because to have lost
his mother was not so much grief as humiliation. He understood that his
mother could not be with the olive-miller, because he had another wife;
well, then, he would rather be left with his mother. He belonged to her;
perhaps also he instinctively felt her the weaker and became her
champion.
As time passed, all these thoughts, these instincts grew fainter, but
they did not disappear from his little soul; so also her physical image
was transformed in his memory, never obliterated.
One day he learned something unexpected about Bustianeddu, whose
friendship he had so far endured rather than courted.
"My mother's not dead," said this boy, almost boastingly, "she's away on
the continent like yours. She ran away one time when my father was in
prison. When I'm grown up, I'll go and find her. I swear it. I've an
uncle on the continent too. He's a schoolmaster. He wrote that he'd seen
my mother in a street and was going to beat her, but the people held him
off. It was my uncle gave me this red cap."
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