Parent and child -- Fiction; Sardinia (Italy) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction
These similes of the flower against the moon, of the rising spring, came
ready made to Anania. He was pleased with his poetic fancies, but they
could not lay the remorse which tormented him. "How vile I am!" he
thought; "vile enough to lie, and about her. Well, I may be successful
at my books, I may become a great lawyer; but morally I shall never be
anything but the son of that lost woman!"
He stood a long time at the window. Some one passed down the street
singing, and somehow the song reawakened his memories of infancy and of
Fonni, Fonni with its crimson sunsets! He fell into a dream, luminous
and melancholy like the moon he was watching. He imagined himself still
at Fonni. He had never gone to school, had never felt the shame of his
birth. He was a shepherd, simple like Zuanne. And he saw himself
standing at the extremity of the village, in a rosy summer twilight; and
behold Margherita passed, Margherita she also poor and an exile in the
mountain village, wearing that narrow skirt characteristic of the place,
the amphora on her head, as if she were a woman out of the Bible. He
called to her and she turned, radiant in the sunset dazzle, and she
smiled to him rapturously.
"Where are you going, beauty?" he asked.
"I am going to the fountain."
"May I come with you?"
"Come, Nania."
He went. They walked together by the road high up on the shoulder of the
valley in whose depth night was waiting, waiting till the purple should
fade in the heavens and veils of shadow should fall upon all things.
Together they descended to the fountain. Margherita set the amphora
under the silver stream of gurgling water, and immediately it changed
its tone to one of merriment, as if the descent into the jug had
agreeably interrupted the eternal tedium. The two young things sat on a
stone bench before the fountain, and they talked of love. The amphora
filled, the water overflowed, and for some moments was quite silent as
if listening to the lovers. And now the sky was grey and the veils of
shadow had fallen on the higher peaks, the more luminous folds of the
mountains. And as night enwrapped the valleys, the desire of Anania
waxed bolder. He put his arm round the girl's waist, she laid her head
on his shoulder, and he kissed her.
At this time Anania was seventeen. He had no friends and mixed little
with his schoolfellows. He was painfully conscious of the stain upon his
birth. Once overhearing the remark, "If I were he, I would not stay with
my father," he fancied the words must refer to himself.
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