Parent and child -- Fiction; Sardinia (Italy) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction
Presently Anania revived. He looked contemptuously at the fringe of red
hair round the Captain's bald head. He saw deformed ears and the end of
a waxed moustache. He felt a ferocious wish to box the deformed ears as
many times as there remained hairs on his hideous head. Margherita
presently turned round, surprised by Anania's silence. Their eyes met.
Seeing him depressed, Margherita's eyes became shadowed. Anania saw it
and he smiled. In a moment they were both merry again. Margherita tried
to give her attention to the stage, but felt that Anania was smiling
still, and that his long, half-closed eyes were still fixed on her.
A delicate intoxication overpowered them both. After the comedy there
was a farce at which Signor Carboni laughed immoderately. Margherita was
vexed to see her father laughing like a baby. She had read that
fashionable persons never attend to the play, still less are amused by
it. The Secretary of the Sub-Prefecture frequently turned his back on
the stage, and Margherita would have liked her father to do the same.
It was near midnight when Anania accompanied the Carboni's to their
home. The Assessor--old and a babbler--walked with the Syndic, telling
of an American medical discovery: that microbes are essential to the
human organism. The boy and girl walked in front, laughing when they
slipped on the cobbles of the miry streets. Other persons went by,
laughing and chattering. The night was dark, warm, velvety. Now and then
a breeze from the east came, went, returned wafting a wild perfume from
the woods outside the town. Stars, infinite like human tears, sparkled
in the limitless heaven. Jupiter flamed over Orthobene.
Who does not remember in his early youth some such night, some such
hour? Stars quivering in the depths of a night more luminous than
twilight, stars not seen but felt--ready to descend upon our brow; the
brilliant bear like a golden chariot waiting to carry us to the land of
dreams; a dark pathway; felicity so near, she can be grasped and
retained for ever and for ever.
More than once Anania felt the girl's hand touch his. The mere thought
that he might take it and press it seemed sacrilege. He felt a sort of
double consciousness. He spoke yet seemed silent, his thoughts far away.
He walked and stumbled yet seemed scarce to touch the earth. He laughed
yet was sad almost to tears. He saw Margherita by his side, so near,
that he might touch her, yet she appeared far away, intangible like the
breath of the wind which went and came. She laughed and jested with him.
In her eyes he had seen the reflection of his own distress; yet he told
himself she could only regard him as a faithful dog. He thought--
"Could she guess I was consumed with the desire to press her hand she
would cry out with horror; she would regard me then as a rabid dog."
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