Asphodel : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Asphodel : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
‘You may oil her, or varnish her, or do anything that is proper to be
done with her before you put her away for the winter, Bink,’ Daphne
said to her faithful attendant; ‘I shan’t row any more this year.’
‘Lor, miss, we may have plenty more fine days yet.’
‘I don’t care for that. I am tired of rowing. Perhaps I may never row
again.’
She went into luncheon yawning, and looking much more tired than
Madoline, who had been writing letters for her father all the morning.
‘I wish I were a hunting young woman, Lina,’ she said.
‘Why, dear?’
‘Because I should have something to look forward to in the winter.’
‘If you could only employ yourself more indoors, Daphne.’
‘Do I not employ myself indoors? Why, I play billiards for hours at a
stretch when I have anyone to play with. I practised out-of-the-way
strokes for an hour and a half this morning.’
‘I am sure, dear, you would be happier if you had some more feminine
amusements; if you were to go on with your water-colour painting, for
instance. Gerald could give you a little instruction when he is here.
He paints beautifully. I’m sure he would be pleased to help you.’
‘No, dear; I have no talent. I like beginning a sketch; but directly
it begins to look horrid I lose patience; and then I begin to lay on
colour in a desperate way, till the whole thing is the most execrable
daub imaginable; and then I get into a rage and tear it into a thousand
bits. It’s just the same with my needlework; there always comes a time
when I get my thread entangled, and begin to pucker, and the whole
business goes wrong. I have no patience. I shall never finish anything.
I shall never achieve anything. I am an absolute failure.’
‘Daphne, if you only knew how it pains me to hear you talk of yourself
like that——’
‘Then I won’t do it again. I would not pain you for the wealth of this
world—not even to have it always summer, instead of a dull, abominable,
shivery season like this.’
‘Gerald says it is lovely in Argyleshire; balmy and warm; almost too
hot for walking over the hills.’
‘He is enjoying himself, I suppose,’ said Daphne coldly.
‘Yes; he is having capital sport.’
‘Shooting those birds that make our dining-room smell so nasty every
evening, and helping to stock Aunt Rhoda’s larder.’
‘He does not intend to stay after the end of this month. He will be
home early in October.’
Daphne did not even affect to be interested. She was feeding Goldie,
who was allowed to come in to luncheon when Sir Vernon was not in the
way.
‘I had a letter from Mrs. Turchill this morning,’ said Lina; ‘she is
enjoying herself immensely at Torquay. Edgar is very attentive and
devoted to her, going everywhere with her. He is a most affectionate
son.’
‘And a good son makes a good husband, doesn’t he, Lina? Is that idea
at the bottom of your mind when you talk of his goodness to his very
commonplace mother?’
‘I don’t want to talk of him, Daphne, to any one who values him so
little as you do.’
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