Asphodel : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Asphodel : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
‘But I value him very much—almost as much as I do Goldie—but not quite,
not quite, my pet,’ she added reassuringly to the dog, lest he should
be jealous. ‘I have missed him horribly; no one to tease; no one to
talk nonsense with. You are so sensible that I could not afford to
shock you by my absurdities; and Mr. Goring is so cynical that I fancy
he is always laughing. I miss Edgar every hour of the day.’
‘And yet——’
‘And yet I don’t care one little straw for him—in the kind of way you
care for Mr. Goring,’ said Daphne, with a sudden blush.
Lina sighed and was silent. She had not abandoned all hope that Daphne
would in time grow more warmly attached to the faithful swain, whose
society she evidently missed sorely in these dull autumnal days, during
which the only possible excitement was a box of new books from Mudie’s.
‘More “Voyages to the North Pole”; more “Three Weeks on the Top
of the Biggest Pyramid”; more “Memoirs of Philip of Macedon’s
Private Secretary,”’ cried Daphne, sitting on the ground beside the
newly-arrived box, and tossing all the instructive books on the carpet,
after a contemptuous glance at their titles. ‘Here is Browning’s new
poem, thank goodness! and a novel, “My Only Jo.” Told in the first
person and present tense, no doubt; nice and light and lively. I think
I’ll take that and Browning, if you don’t mind, Lina; and you shall
have all the Travels and Memoirs.’
With the help of novels and poetry, and long rambles even in the wild
showery weather, waterproofed and booted against the storm, and wearing
a neat little felt wide-awake which weather could not spoil, Daphne
contrived to get through her life somehow while her faithful slave was
away. Was it indeed he whom she missed so sorely? Was it his footfall
which her ear knew so well; his step which quickened the beating of her
heart, and brought the warm blood to her cheek? Was it his coming and
going which so deeply stirred the current of her life? Life had been
empty of delight for the last three weeks; but was it Edgar’s absence
made the little world of South Hill so blank and dreary? In her heart
of hearts Daphne knew too well that it was not. Yet Edgar had made an
important element in her life. He had helped her, if not to forget,
at least to banish thought. He had sympathised with all her frivolous
pleasures, and made it easier for her to take life lightly.
‘If I were once to be serious I should break my heart,’ she said to
herself, as she sat curled up on the fluffy white rug by one of the
morning-room windows, her thoughts straying off from ‘My Only Jo,’
which was the most frothy of fashionable novels.
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