Asphodel : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Asphodel : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
‘“_Animæ dimidium meæ._” Yes, that is what she is,’ he said to himself
as he sat in the summer darkness, with dreamy eyes looking upward to
the lonely melancholy hills, where huge arollas of a thousand years’
growth spread their black branches against the snow-line just above
them. What a desolate world it looked in the gathering gloom!—only a
few solitary stars gleaming in the infinite remoteness of the sky, the
moon not yet risen above yonder snowy battlements.
It was past nine o’clock when they drove into the shrubberied approach
to the Jungfraublich. The hotel looked dazzling after the obscurity of
the valley. Daphne would have liked to dash into the billiard-room and
challenge her lover to a game; but, since it was impossible for a young
lady to play at a public table, she went upstairs to the sitting-room
on the first floor, where Sir Vernon was waiting for them, and where
there was a table spread with tea, cold chickens, and rolls and honey.
Lina sat by her father, telling him the history of their day, and
hearing all he had to say about his letters and papers. Edgar was
in tremendous spirits, and inclined to make fun of the queer little
village on the edge of everlasting snows; Daphne was talkative; Sir
Vernon was gracious. It was only Gerald Goring who bore no part in
the conversation. He looked worn and wearied with the day’s work, and
yet it had been nothing for an Alpine climber; a mere constitutional
walk, barely enough to keep a man in training. When tea was over he
retired to the balcony, and sat there, smoking cigarettes and watching
the moon climb the dark slopes of heaven; while the others looked over
newly-arrived papers and periodicals, and discussed to-morrow’s trip to
Grindelwald and the glaciers.
The morning came, as fair and fresh a dawn as ever peeped shyly
across the edge of the Alps, but Gerald, watching the slow kindling
of that rosy glow after a sleepless night, greeted the new day with
no thanksgiving. To him, in his present frame of mind, it would have
seemed a good thing if that day had never dawned; if this planet
Earth had dropped out of its place in the starry procession, and gone
down to darkness and chaos, like a torch burnt out. He rose with that
inexorable sun, which pursues his course with so little regard for the
griefs and perplexities of humanity, and was out in the dewy woods
above the hotel before civilised people were stirring. Anything was
better than to lie on a sleepless couch staring at the light. Here,
moving about among the dark pine-stems, treading the narrow tracks,
shifting his point of view at every turn in the path, life was less
intolerable. He could think better—his brain was clearer—his pulse less
feverish.
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