Asphodel : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Asphodel : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
‘What was he to do?’ he asked himself helplessly. What did Wisdom
counsel? What did Honour urge? Surely about this latter voice there
could be no question. Honour would have him be true to Madoline, at
any sacrifice of his own feelings. Duty was plain enough here. He had
pledged himself to her by every bond which honest men hold sacred. He
must keep his word.
‘But if we are both miserable for life?’ he asked himself. ‘Can she be
happy if I am wretched? And what charm has existence for me without
Daphne?’
‘You must forget Daphne,’ urged Duty; ‘your first and nobler love must
obtain the mastery. You must pluck this idle weed, this mere caprice,
out of your heart.’
He told himself that the thing was to be done and he would try honestly
to do it. He would steel himself against Daphne’s wiles. Did not
Ulysses pluck himself away from the enchantress’s fatal island, wrench
himself out of her very web, and get home to Ithaca sound in body and
mind, and live happy ever afterwards with his faithful Penelope? Or at
least this is the popular idea of Ulysses, in spite of those breathings
of slander which make the Circe episode something more than Platonic.
What nobler image can life give than that of a faithful lover, a loyal
husband, tempted and yet true? Nor did poor little Daphne go out of
her way to exercise Circean arts. She charmed as the flowers charm,
innocently and unconsciously. She was no Becky Sharp, weaving a subtle
web out of people’s looks and smiles, drooping lashes, lifted eyelids,
the arrowy gleams of fatal green eyes. She wanted to be faithful to her
lover, and loyal to her sister. Her letter had been straight and true.
If he sinned, he sinned of his own accord, and had no such excuses as
Adam used against the partner God had given him.
He wandered about restlessly, in an utterly purposeless way, till it
was time to go back to the seven o’clock breakfast. He would have liked
to start alone for the shining slate mountain yonder, to spend the day
there in a sultry solitude, lying on his back and staring up at the
unfathomable blue, smoking a little, reading Heine a little—Heine’s
ballad-book had been his gospel of late—idling away the empty day,
and growing wiser and better in solitude. But he was pledged to go in
beaten tracks; to go and eat and drink at The Bear, and gaze at the
lower glacier, like a Cook’s tourist, and be faintly interested in the
coachman’s exposition of the view, and be blandly tolerant of girls
selling edelweiss, and boys waking the echoes with Alpine horns, and
all the conventional features of that exquisite drive from Interlaken
to Grindelwald.
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