Asphodel : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Asphodel : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
She flung aside her work, and wandered away along a narrow winding
pathway, trodden by the feet of previous wanderers, upward and upward
towards the granite point of the Dent du Jaman, gray against the
sapphire sky. She walked, scarcely knowing where she went, or why:
urged by a fever of the mind, which hurried her any whither to escape
from the weariness of her own thoughts; as if such escape were possible
to humanity.
She had been walking along the same serpentine path for nearly an
hour, neither knowing nor caring where it might be leading her. The
gray peak of the granite rock always rose yonder in the same distant
patch of blue above the dark pine-trees. It seemed as if she might go
on mounting this hilly path for ever and get no nearer to that lonely
point.
‘It as far off as happiness or contentment,’ she said to herself; ‘vain
to dream of reaching it.’
She stopped at last, and looked at her watch, feeling that the
afternoon was wearing on, and that it might be time for her to hurry
back to the family circle. It was past five, and the dinner hour was
seven; and she had been roaming upwards by paths which might lead her
astray in the descent, one woodland path being so like another. She
began her homeward journey, walking quickly, her thoughtful eyes bent
upon the ground. She was hurrying on, absorbed in her own thoughts,
when her name was uttered by that one only voice which had power to
thrill her soul.
‘Daphne!’
She looked up and saw Gerald Goring, seated on a fallen pine-trunk,
smoking.
He flung away his cigarette and came towards her.
‘Good afternoon,’ she said, with a careless nod; ‘I am hurrying back to
dinner.’
He put out his hand and caught her by the arm, and drew her towards him
authoritatively.
‘You are not going to escape me so easily,’ he said, pale to the lips
with strongest feeling. ‘No; you and I have a long reckoning to settle.
What do you think I am made of, that you dare to treat me as you have
done for the last month? Am I a dog to be whistled to your side, to be
lured away from love and fealty to another by every trick, and grace,
and charm within the compass of woman’s art, and then to be dismissed
like a dog—sent back to my former owner? You think you can cure me of
my folly—cure me by silence and averted looks—that I can forget you and
be again the man I was before I loved you. Daphne, you should know me
better than that. You have kindled a fire in my blood which you alone
can quench. You have steeped me in a poison for which you have the only
antidote. Oh! my Œnone! my Œnone! will you refuse the balm that can
heal my wounds, the balsam that you alone can bestow?’
Daphne looked at him without flinching, the sweet girlish face deadly
pale, but fixed as marble.
‘I told you what I thought and meant in my letter,’ she said quietly.
‘I have never wavered from that.’
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