Asphodel : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Asphodel : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
‘How should Madame know anything about it? And do you think she
would care a straw if she did?’ retorted Daphne. ‘She will get paid
exactly the same for us whether we are roaming at large in this lovely
old forest, or grinding at grammar, and analysis, and Racine, and
Lafontaine in the stuffy school-room at Asnières, where the train
goes shrieking over the bridge every half-hour carrying happy people
to Paris and gaiety, and theatres and operas, and all the good things
of this life. What does Madame Tolmache care, so long as we are out of
mischief? And I don’t see how we can get into any mischief here, unless
that lovely green lizard we saw darting up the gray rock just now
should turn into an adder and sting us to death.’
‘If Miss Toby hadn’t a headache we couldn’t have come out without her,’
said Martha musingly.
‘May Toby and her headache flourish! If she had been well enough to
come with us we should have been crawling along the dusty white road at
the edge of the forest, and should never have got here. Toby has corns.
And now I am going to sketch,’ said Daphne in an authoritative tone.
‘You can do your crochet: for I really suppose now that to you and a
certain class of intellects there is a kind of pleasure to be derived
from poking an ivory hook into a loop of berlin wool and pulling it out
again. But please sit so that I can’t see your work, Dibb dear. The
very look of that fluffy wool on this hot day almost suffocates me.’
Daphne produced her drawing-block and opened her colour-box, and
settled herself in a half-recumbent position on the great granite
slab, and surveyed the wide landscape below her with that gaze of calm
patronage which the amateur artist bestows on grand, illimitable,
untranslatable Nature. She looked across the vast valley, with its
silver streak of river and its distant spires, its ever varying lights
and shadows—a scene which Turner would have contemplated with awe and a
sense of comparative impotence; but which ignorance, as personified by
Daphne, surveyed complacently, wondering where she should begin.
‘I think it will make a pretty picture,’ she said, ‘if I can succeed
with it.’
‘Why don’t you do a tree, or a cottage, or something, as the
drawing-master said we ought to do—just one simple little thing that
one could draw correctly?’ asked Martha, who was provokingly well
furnished with the aggravating quality of commonsense.
‘Drawing-masters are such grovellers,’ said Daphne, dashing in a faint
outline with her facile pencil. ‘I would rather go on making splendid
failures all my life than creep along the dull path of mediocre merit
by the lines and rules of a drawing-master. I have no doubt this is
going to be a splendid failure, and I shall do a devil’s dance upon it
presently, as Müller used in the woods near Bristol, when he couldn’t
please himself. But it amuses one for the moment,’ concluded Daphne,
with whom life was all in the present, and self the centre of the
universe.
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