Asphodel : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Asphodel : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
‘We have been so much together. I have learned to be useful to him.’
‘Yes; you have spent your life with him, while I have been an outcast
and an alien.’
‘Daphne, you have no right to speak like that. My father is a man of
peculiar temper. It pleased him to have only one daughter at home
till both were grown up. You were more lively than I—younger by seven
years—and he fancied you would be noisy. He is a nervous man, wanting
an atmosphere of complete repose. And now you are grown up, and have
come home for good; and I really cannot see any reason why you should
complain.’
‘No; there is nothing to complain about,’ cried Daphne bitterly, ‘only
that I have been cheated out of a father’s love. Not by you, Lina
dearest; no, not by you,’ she exclaimed, when her sister would have
spoken. ‘I am not base enough to be jealous of you; you who have been
my good angel always. No, dear; but he has cheated me. My father has
cheated me in not giving me a chance of getting at his heart when I was
a child. What is the good of my trying now? I come home to him as a
stranger. How can he be expected to care for me?’
‘If he does not love you now, my pet—and mind, I don’t admit that it
is so—he will soon learn to be fond of you. He can’t help admiring my
sweet young sister,’ said Madoline, with tearful eyes.
‘I will never plague you about him any more, dear,’ protested Daphne,
with a penitent air. ‘I will try to be satisfied with your affection.
You do love me, don’t you?’
‘With all my strength.’
‘And to do my duty in that state of life, etc., etc., etc.’
‘Talking of duty, Daphne, I have been wanting to make a suggestion for
the last week or two,’ said Madoline gently. ‘Don’t you think it would
be better for you if you were to employ yourself a little more?’
‘Employ myself!’ cried Daphne. ‘Why, I have been tremendously busy for
the last three days—about the dingey.’
‘Dearest, you are laughing at me. I mean that at seventeen—’
‘And a half,’ interjected Daphne, with dignity.
‘At seventeen your education can hardly be completed.’
‘I know ridiculously little, though I have been outrageously crammed.
I’m afraid all the sciences and languages and literature have got
mixed up in my brain, somehow,’ said Daphne; ‘but I am awfully fond of
poetry. I know a good deal of Tennyson by heart. I could repeat every
line of “The Lotos Eaters,” if you asked me,’ said Daphne, blushing
unaccountably.
‘I think you ought to read, dear,’ pursued Madoline gravely.
‘Why, so I do. Didn’t I read three volumes of “Sair for Somebody,” in a
single day, in order that the book might go back to Mudie’s?’
‘That rubbishing story! Daphne dear, you know I am talking of serious
reading.’
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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