Asteroid of FearGallun, Raymond Z. (Raymond Zinke)
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Asteroid of Fear
Gallun, Raymond Z. (Raymond Zinke)
Science fiction; Space colonies -- Fiction
The pack was on the way--getting closer with every heartbeat. Never in
his life had Endlich experienced so harrowing a time as this; never, if
by some miracle he lived, could he expect another equal to it.
To stand and fight, as he would have done if he were alone, would mean
simply that he would be cut down. To try the peacemaking of appeasement,
would have probably the same result--plus, for himself, the dishonor of
contempt.
So, where was there to turn, with grim, unanswering blankness on every
side?
* * * * *
John Endlich felt mightily an old yearning--that of a fundamentally
peaceful man for a way to oppose and win against brutal, overpowering
odds without using either serious violence or the even more futile
course of supine submission. Here on Vesta, this had been the issue he
had faced all along. In many ages and many nations--and probably on many
planets throughout the universe--others had faced it before him.
To his straining and tortured mind the trite and somewhat mocking
answers came: Psychology. Salesmanship. The selling of respect for one's
self.
Ah, yes. These were fine words. Glib words. But the question, "How?" was
more bitter and derisive than ever.
Still, he had to try something--to make at least a forlorn effort. And
now, from certain beliefs that he had, coupled with some vague
observations that he had made during the last hour, a tattered
suggestion of what form that effort might take, came to him.
As for his personal defects that had given him trouble in the
past--well--he was lugubriously sure that he had learned a final lesson
about liquor. For him it always meant trouble. As for wanderlust, and
the gambling and hell-raising urge--he had been willing to stay put on
Vesta, named for the goddess of home, for weeks, now. And he was now
about to make his last great gamble. If he lost, he wouldn't be alive to
gamble again. If, by great good-fortune, he won--well he was certain
that all the charm of unnecessary chance-taking would, by the memory of
these awful moments, be forever poisoned in him.
Now Rose and the youngsters came hurrying toward him.
"Back so soon, Johnny?" Rose called. "What's this? What happened?"
"Who's the guy, Pop?" Evelyn asked. "Oh--Baloney Nose.... What are you
doing with him?"
But by then they all had guessed some of the tense mood, and its
probable meaning.
"Neely's pals are coming, Honey," Endlich said quietly. "It's the
showdown. Hide the kids. And yourself. Quick. Under the house, maybe."
Rose's pale eyes met his. They were comprehending, they were worried,
but they were cool. He could see that she didn't want to leave him.
Evelyn looked as though she might begin to whimper; but her small jaw
hardened.
Bubs' lower lip trembled. But he said valiantly: "I'll get the guns,
Pop, I'm stayin' with yuh."
"No you're not, son," John Endlich answered. "Get going. Orders. Get the
guns to keep with you--to watch out for Mom and Sis."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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