“Is it your wish to recommence the correspondence I have ended?”
“You know that I would strike off my right hand sooner than do it. But
if he had written to me, I should have answered his letter, if it had
been only to bid him farewell. Since he has not chosen to do this, I
cannot take the initiative.”
If Winston had never entertained a favorable opinion of his own sagacity
prior to hearing this avowal, it would have forced itself upon him now.
How timely was the thought, how felicitous the accident, that had aided
him to ward off the disaster of renewed intercourse!
Involuntarily his fingers crept nearer to the closed portfolio.
“No good could have come of that!” returned he coldly. “When an
amputation is to be performed, wise people submit to it without
useless preliminaries. The exchange of farewells in this case would
be inexpedient in the highest degree. You would compromise yourself by
continued acknowledgment of this fellow's acquaintance. My will is that
you and the world should forget, as soon as it can be done, that you
ever saw or heard of him. The connection was degrading.”
“Don't abuse him, brother! Let the knowledge that we are parted forever,
satisfy your resentment. Since he has not appealed to me from your
verdict, I am left to suppose that, upon second thoughts, he has
resolved to acquiesce in your will. I do not blame him for the change
of purpose.” Still impassive in feature and voice, still not withdrawing
her fixed gaze from that one point upon the floor. “He, too, has pride,
and it matches yours. I do not say mine. I question, sometimes, if I
have any.”
“If your conjecture be correct, you cannot object to return the letters
you have already received from him,” said Winston, pressing on to the
conclusion of a disagreeable business. “Since you are not likely to
add to your stock of these valuables, you do not care to retain them,
I suppose? I believe the rule is total surrender of souvenirs when a
rupture is pronounced hopeless.”
“I shall keep them a week longer!”
She assigned no reason for the resolution, and her manner, without being
sullen, aggravated her brother into wrath, the effusion of which was a
withering sneer.
“Your hope in his repentance is creditable to the strength--or
weakness--of woman's love. But have your way. The illustrious record of
his former life is a powerful argument in favor of clemency. In a week,
then!”
He nodded dismissal, wheeled his chair around to the table, dipped a pen
in the standish, and pulled an account-book toward him.
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