Then--so abrupt and fearful are the transitions from the extremes of one
emotion to another--arose before her another picture. As in a
dissolving view, she beheld herself walking with Frederic Chilton in
the moonlighted alleys of the garden; midsummer flowers blooming to the
right and left, her head drooping, in shy happiness, as the lily-bell
bows to shed its freight of dew; his face glowing with the ardor
of verbal confession of that he had already sought to express by
letter--heard his fervent, pleading murmur, “Mabel! look up, my darling!
and tell me again that you will not send me away beggared and starving.
I cannot yet believe in the reality of my bliss!”
These were the love-words of an “enthusiast”--these---
The vision vanished at the short, hard breath, she drew in unclasping
her locked hands, and lifting her grave, tranquil eyes to the level of
her suitor's.
“I will follow your example in repudiating spurious sentiment, Mr.
Dorrance. I believe you to be a good, true man and that the attachment
you profess for me is sincere. I believe, moreover, that my chances of
securing real peace of mind will be fairer, should I commit myself to
your guardianship, than if I were to surrender my affections to the
keeping of one whose vows were more impassioned, who, professing to
adore me as a divinity, should yet be destitute of your high moral
principle and stainless honor. When I was younger and more rash in
judgment and feeling, I was led into a sad mistake by the evidence of
eye, ear, and a girl's imagination. I ought to tell you this, if you
have not already heard the story. I will not deceive you into the
persuasion that I can ever feel for you, or any other man, the love,
or what I thought was love, I knew in the few brief weeks of my early
betrothal. But you must know how that ended, and I have no desire to
repeat the mad experiment of risking my earthly all upon one throw of
fate. If friendship--if esteem, and the resolve to show myself a worthy
recipient of your generous confidence--will content you, all else shall
be as you wish.”
In her determination to be candid, to leave him in no uncertainty as to
her actual sentiments, she had concerted a response but a degree less
stilted than his proposal. She would have been ashamed of it had he
appeared less gratified.
His dull eyes brightened; his face flushed and beamed with unfeigned
delight, and in his transport he said the most natural and graceful
thing that ever escaped him during his wooing.
“I am content! The second love of Mabel Aylett must ever be more to me
than the first of any other woman!”
True, he nearly spoiled all the next minute, by producing from his
pocket a wee velvet case, from which he extracted a valuable diamond
ring, and proceeded, then and there, in the shadow of the accommodating
curtain, to fit it upon her finger. He had foreseen that she would not
be hardly won, and with characteristic providence had prepared himself
for the event.
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