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The actual words were ungracious. But there was a flash of eager longing
in his eyes that lent the words a subtle meaning. And Clytie rose from
the table with a little gasp of pain as the truth burst upon her.
“Oh, Kent, Kent!” she cried, greatly moved.
Their eyes met, and this time there was no mistake. He knew that she had
guessed. But with a great effort he evaded the appeal.
“No; I can't come to your house to see you,” he said huskily. “There
you are Mrs. Hammerdyke, and I shouldn't know you. Your home is full of
interests and associations in which I could only be a stranger and an
intruder. To me you are Clytie, the Clytie whose daily life I used to
share--and only as Clytie can I bear to see you.”
“Would it help you to see me as Clytie?” she asked.
“Yes, dearly,” he said.
“Then you can always come in to the studio when I am with Winifred, and
I shall always be here on Sunday evenings. Don't you think I want to see
you too--as Clytie!”
“Thank you. Thank you,” he said in a low voice, taking her hand. “Now it
is time for us to go upstairs.”
CHAPTER XXII.
Each lay awake that night, thinking. To Clytie the revelation of Kent's
love was dazing. The sense of her own dulness in never having pierced
the heart of his mystery was even more confounding. Why should she have
divined suddenly the meaning of the light in his eyes, on this first
meeting after their eighteen months of separation, when she had been
blind to it before? She only half guessed as yet why he had not told
her, but she saw that it must have arisen from a rare, strange delicacy
in his nature differentiating him from all other men that she had known.
Her heart went out in pity for him.
“How he must have suffered!” she repeated over and over to herself. And
then scenes between them came before her mind and became clear in the
light of this revelation: the strange suppressed interview after her
arrival from Durdleham; the last evening he had spent in London before
going abroad, when he had lit her fire, and she had gone up to bid him
farewell. How had her ears been so dull as not to detect the tremor in
his voice when, after kissing her hand, he had said: “You are my very
dear lady whom I will serve to the hour of my death”?
And then a little hissing snake of a thought formed itself into a
reply; and she shrank up together with a slight convulsive shiver as if
something foul had touched her.
After that she could not sleep. She got up, lit her candle, and took
a book at random from her shelves. It was her well-worn, girlish Globe
Shakespeare, one of the books she had surreptitiously procured when the
family Bowdler was included in the category of formulas against which
she revolted. She took it back to bed with her and commenced reading
where it had chanced to open. The first words that met her eye seemed
like a voice from the other world:
Such harmony is in immortal souls;
But while this muddy vesture of decay
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