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“Mother didn't tell me much,” he said in answer to a question of
Clytie's. “I was looking in a chest of drawers of mother's, and I see
a photograph--an orficer--all over strings and buttons and a sword and
great big moustaches. And I come to mother and says: 'Who's this?' and
she says: 'That's your father.' And then she snatched it out of my hand
and hit me a clout on the head for going to her drawer. She wouldn't
tell me no mere; but I know he was an orficer because he's got a star on
his collar. I think I knows orficers when I sees them,” he added, with
the ci-devant street urchin's knowledge of life. “And I go and look at
him now when mother isn't by.”
“But you shouldn't go to your mother's private drawers,” said Clytie by
way of moral precept.
“I've got as much right to look at my father as she has,” replied Jack
in an injured tone, whereat Clytie laughed a little.
“You are an odd youth. I wish I could make you an officer right away.
But I am afraid I can't.”
“I believe you could,” said Jack.
There was a world of childish faith in the remark and the manner in
which it was delivered. Clytie was both touched and saddened. She
regretted that she had raised hopes in the boy that from the nature of
things were doomed to disappointment. The overpowering difficulties in
the way of her sudden visionary aspirations for Jack's future ranged
themselves before her mind. So it was with a sigh she answered his
outburst of faith.
“I am afraid I can't, Jack,” she repeated. “But you yourself can do a
great deal. If you like, one of these days when you are much older, you
can enlist in the army, and then throw your soul into your duties, and
keep before you at every minute of the day the words, 'I am going to be
an officer,' and if you do this intensely, and never lose sight of it,
you will succeed. That's the only way. They call it getting a commission
through the ranks. But between now and then there are a great many
years, and I'll do all I can for you, Jack. Yet, perhaps, after all,
you'd be a happier and more useful man as a carver and gilder. Who
knows!”
Jack did not heed the pessimism of the peroration. His mind was aflame
with the possibilities of becoming an officer and he took his leave in
high spirits.
Clytie sat for a little musing over the solution of the problem that had
troubled her in the first days of her acquaintance with Jack. She was
gratified at her intuitions having proved correct. But there was still
much that was dark to her. The physiological side of the question,
however, was shadowed at present by more practical considerations. Why
could she not find a means of giving Jack a chance in life? She looked
ahead at the years to come, as she often had done since that dark
December morning, and a pain came at her heart as she beheld their
blankness. And now fate had thrown across her path this drifting spar of
humanity. Jack was hers if she chose to claim him. No one would dispute
with her the privilege.
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