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But the years that had passed, with their manifold emotions,
experiences, and disillusions, with their awakenings of passion, with
their plentiful gift of tears, with their later gift of an almost holy
communion of souls, had completed the woman and the artist. One hunger
remained to her--one that had had no place in her girlish cravings--a
woman's hunger that is as a thing sacred, and wondrously softens her
nature. An infinite compassion took within her the place of scorn. Her
eyes had learned the trick of tenderness which illuminated her bright,
fearless face. Her judgments became less harsh, gained in breadth what
they lost in brilliance. She “saw life steadily and saw it whole.” Many
of its mysteries had been revealed to her, and she had learned the road
to the heart of others. The great lesson that Kent in the years before
had suggested to her she grasped in its entirety, and it revolutionised
her artistic career. No longer was her art a stepping-stone, a
magic-lantern sheet on which to project life in order to realise its
meaning. It was no longer the objective form of a vague craving, but
the idealised record of an experience. When she painted the wistful,
old-world look in a waif's eyes it was no longer with the impatient,
fretful hope that its significance would be taught her from her own
canvas; her awakened sight gazed with the sorrow of knowledge into the
young soul, and she used her art to bear witness to the world of
what was there. In a dim way she was conscious of this change of
attitude--seeking within herself for the reason of the deeper, intenser,
calmer feeling with which she approached her work. There came, too,
a sense of responsibility, the necessity of perfecting whatever she
painted in its presentation of truth. As her genius expanded the inner
interpretation of the formula, “Art for art's sake,” dawned upon her in
the realisation of the “sorrowful great gift” whereby the artist has
the privilege of piercing through the media of sense and intellect and
touching the naked soul of man.
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