London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Women artists -- Fiction
After the cloth was removed Clytie continued the book she had been
reading during the meal, and at last flung it aside. She rose and walked
about the room, somewhat restless. She felt lonely--vaguely desirous
of action, and yet idle. Was it a dumb premonition of fate, this
restlessness? At any rate it led her to perform a trivial action which
set in motion the currents of her future life.
She sat down at her writing table that stood in the recess between the
fireplace and the light-curtained window and lit a couple of candles,
whose pretty red paper shades threw a rosy glow around the corner of the
room. It was only a simple note that she scribbled, hastily, boldly,
as was her wont. Then she left the candles burning, and returned to her
armchair by the fire and gave herself up to meditation.
The boy model she had engaged that morning interested' her powerfully.
She shrank from an insistence upon the solution of the little problem
she had offered to Winifred during the afternoon, hovering over and
away from it. Her sense of type and personality was too acute not to be
profoundly struck by the difference between his mother and himself. On
the one hand was dulness, commonness, a coarse-fibred nature responsive
to the stirrings of neither hope nor despair, a dull, uncomplaining
drudge; on the other hand a quick, fiery temperament, showing itself in
flashing black eyes, delicate nostrils, wiry, curly brown hair--all made
picturesque by unqualified dirt. And yet, despite this refinement of
feature, there was cruelty, brutality even, written on the childish
face. That might be the fault of his upbringing, thought Clytie. But
his beauty--where did it come from? She smiled as she thought of King
Cophetua. It was the beggar maiden's grace that had won the king's
heart, and grace was a quality that Jack's mother most distinctly
lacked. Clytie felt dimly conscious of being on the verge of an
appalling discovery. Her reading had been catholic enough, and her
independent acquaintance with life sufficiently broad, to render the
fact familiar to her that kings and beggar maidens if they fall in love
with each other usually dispense with the ceremony of marriage. But then
love pardons all--a formula in Clytie's new theory of social statics,
perhaps wisely not accepted in Durdleham--and all the sorrow in
lawlessness that had come within Clytie's small experience had been in
her eyes sanctified by love. Yet who could have loved this woman? She
was not more than three-and-thirty now--young enough to show that she
had never possessed the mere attraction of comeliness. The boy remained,
however, a living proof.
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