London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Women artists -- Fiction
The next morning, after a night's agony of indecision, he plucked up
courage and tapped at the studio door. He entered. Clytie was alone,
busily preparing her palette. She paused with the half-squeezed tube
in her hand, and looked up at him without rising, her brows slightly
knitted. He remained motionless, too, on the threshold, after
mechanically shutting the door behind him. He tried to utter the little
address of lame excuses which he had framed, but the words stuck,
somehow, in his throat. He was only conscious that she was there, in the
same room with him again, looking bewilderingly fresh and beautiful in
her dark dress, with its dainty painting-apron, too simple almost for
the rich colour of her eyes and hair and the stately bend of her neck.
Yet even then he noticed she was a trifle paler than usual.
“I meant to have come to see you before,” he stammered.
“Why didn't you? I rather expected you,” she replied calmly.
She finished squeezing her tube, and taking up her palette-knife, went
on with her occupation. Kent, instinctively conscious that it is a
disadvantage to stand, when morally wrong, before a sitting person who
is in the right, drew Winifred's painting-stool away from the easel and
sat down.
“You might have come in, if only for five minutes,” said Clytie, as he
made no reply. The hand holding the palette-knife trembled a little.
“I wanted to,” replied Kent, finding words with difficulty. “But I
couldn't. I am very, very sorry if I have been rude. I am always doing
things of this sort.”
“It is not very pleasant for your friends; and I suppose we have been
friends.”
“Yes, we have been friends,” he replied, “and I hope we shall continue
so--if you will forgive me.”
His voice sounded strange in his own ears. In Clytie's it sounded cold
and formal. She was puzzled.
“Oh, of course I forgive you! You have made your apology.”
“Believe me--things have happened. I could not come before, indeed I
could not.”
“I never doubted your word, Kent,” said Clytie, with a touch of her old
soft manner towards him. “Only it seemed strange not to see you. One
gets into a certain groove, and a change from it jars. You see how easy
it is to become a Philistine. You are much more a child of the light
than I am, in that you have got out of the groove quite easily.”
“You have no right to say that,” said Kent, rising.
“Well, perhaps I have not,” said Clytie, bending intently over her
palette. “Anyhow, the fact remains that we parted friends before
Christmas, and now that I have come back you are changed. I am very
sorry--sorrier than I can say. I have valued your friendship and the
help it has given me--I am unchanged, I think so--and, to be franker
than my sex generally is, I may say, I am hurt.”
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