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Kent misunderstood. He could not help it. He thought she was grieved at
his friendship having changed to love, which the tone in her voice told
him could not be returned. All had happened just as he had anticipated.
She spoke more in sorrow than in anger; that was the only difference.
“If you would prefer that I did not see you again--or so often,” he
said, twisting the brim of his hat.
The words estranged them still further. They were pathetic in their
ludicrous inappositeness.
“That you must please yourself about,” replied Clytie, with a quick
flush. “I have said all that my pride will let me say in the matter. If
you prefer to break off our intercourse, well--so be it!”
“You know that I don't wish to do that,” he said in a low voice. “Let me
see you sometimes. Could I see you this evening, for instance?”
“No; I am sorry, I am going--I am dining out. Some other time. You know
my hours.”
He stepped forward and shook hands with her to say good-bye, thus
breaking through an established custom between them of non-handshaking.
He reflected on this a moment afterward. It seemed an omen of the
dissolution of their friendship.
When he had gone Clytie felt as if she would like to cry. What did it
all mean? Why did Kent wish to break with her? She put down her palette
and sat in her chair near the stove. She felt unhappy, lonely. She was
in that strange state of uncertainty about the present, which
often takes the form, with women especially in certain moods, of a
presentiment of future trouble. “I wish Winnie would come,” she half
repeated to herself. But almost on top of the thought entered one of
Mrs. Gurkins's curly-haired children bringing her a note. It was from
Winifred, who was suddenly called out of town on business and could not
come on that day to the studio. Clytie mechanically tore up the note
and scattered the pieces over the coals. She was not subject to fits of
personal depression--independent entirely of the artistic side of her
life. But the air seemed charged with disturbing, conflicting elements.
Soon she roused herself and went over to her easel, where for some time
she worked steadily. A lay-figure clad in a child's ragged frock stood
near by and she painted in the lights of the skirt, with mechanical
precision of touch. But her thoughts were far away. Then the face that
she had painted attracted her attention. It was that of a child--merry
and smiling--but with the little London street girl's precocious wisdom.
It was cleverly executed. Clytie had seized the suggestion of the
everlasting feminine in the face, accentuating it ever so little. It
seemed to laugh mockingly at her, out of the canvas, as who should
say--“Look at me. Child as I am, I am as old as the world, and I can
tell you secrets that you know not of.”
“You wise little witch,” said Clytie, after a while, standing back, with
head inclined in critical surveyal of her work. “I wish you could tell
me what is the matter with Kent.”
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