The verse on the lips of Mr. Vandewaters struck her strangely. He was
not like any man she had known. Most self-made Englishmen, with such a
burly exterior and energy, and engaged in such pursuits, could not, to
save themselves from hanging, have impressed her as Mr. Vandewaters did.
There was a big round sympathy in the tone, a timbre in the voice, which
made the words entirely fitting. Besides, he said them without any kind
of affectation, and with a certain turn of dry humour, as if he were
inwardly laughing at the idea of the poem.
“The verses are charming,” she said, musingly; “and the idea put that
way is charming also. But do you think there would be much amusement
in living half-a-dozen times, or even twice, unless you were quite sure
that you remembered everything? This gentleman was peculiarly fortunate
to recall Fujisan, and the orange orchards--and the girl.”
“I believe you are right. One life is about enough for most of us.
Memory is all very fine; but you’d want a life set apart for remembering
the others after awhile.”
“Why do you not add, ‘And that would bore one?’ Most of the men I know
would say so.”
“Well, I never used the word that way in my life. When I don’t like a
thing, that ends it--it has got to go.”
“You cannot do that with everything.”
“Pretty much, if I set my mind to it. It is astonishing how things’ll
come round your way if you keep on thinking and willing them so.”
“Have you always got everything you wanted?” He had been looking off
into the grounds through the open window. Now he turned slowly upon her.
“So far I have got everything I set my mind to get. Little things don’t
count. You lose them sometimes because you want to work at something
else; sometimes because, as in cards, you are throwing a few away to
save the whole game.”
He looked at her, as she thought, curiously. In his mind he was
wondering if she knew that he had made up his mind to marry her. She was
suddenly made aware of the masterfulness of his spirit, which might, she
knew, be applied to herself.
“Let us go into the grounds,” he added, all at once. Soon after, in
the shade of the trees, she broke in upon the thread of their casual
conversation. “A few moments ago,” she murmured, “you said: ‘One life is
about enough for most of us.’ Then you added a disparaging remark about
memory. Well, that doesn’t seem like your usual point of view--more like
that of Mr. Pride; but not so plaintive, of course. Pray do smoke,”
she added, as, throwing back his coat, he exposed some cigars in his
waistcoat pocket. “I am sure you always smoke after lunch.”
He took out a cigar, cut off the end, and put it in his mouth. But he
did not light it. Then he glanced up at her with a grave quizzical look
as though wondering what would be the effect of his next words, and a
smile played at his lips.
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