Virginia -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
He turned upon his side, and looked along the grassy summit to the
woods upon the opposite slope and to the distant mountains. Dull
silver, immutable, perpetual, they reared themselves to meet the
moonbeams. Between him and those stern and changeless fronts, pallid as
with snows, stretched the gray woods. The moon shone very brightly, and
there was no wind. So unearthly was the quiet of the night, so solemn
the light, so high and still and calm the universe around him, that awe
fell upon his soul. It was well to lie upon the hilltop and guess at
the riddle of the world; now dimly to see the meaning, now to lose it
quite, to wonder, to think of death. The easy consciousness that for
him death was scores of years away, that he should not meet the spectre
until the wine was all drunken, the garlands withered, and he, the
guest, ready to depart, made these speculations not at all unpleasing.
He looked at his hand, blanched by the moonlight, lying beside him upon
the grass, and thought how like a dead hand it seemed, and what if he
could not move it, nor his body, nor could ever rise from the grass,
but must lie there upon the lonely hilltop in the untrodden wilderness,
until that which had ridden and hunted and passed so buoyantly through
life should become but a few dry bones, a handful of dust. He was of
his time, and its laxness of principle and conduct; if he held within
himself the potential scholar, statesman, and philosopher, there were
also the skeptic, the egotist, and the libertine. He followed the
fashion and disbelieved much, but he knew that if he died to-night
his soul would not stay with his body upon the hilltop. He wondered,
somewhat grimly, what it would do when so much that had clothed it
round--pride of life, love of pleasure, desire, ambition--should
be plucked away. Poor soul! Surely it would feel itself something
shrunken, stripped of warmth, shiveringly bare to all the winds of
heaven. The radiance of the moon usurped the sky, but behind that veil
of light the invisible and multitudinous stars were shining. Beyond
those stars were other stars, beyond those yet others; on and on went
the stars, wise men said. Beyond them all, what then? And where was the
place of the soul? What would it do? What heaven or hell would it find
or make for itself? Guesswork all!
The silver pomp of the night began to be oppressive to him. There was
beauty, but it was a beauty cold and distant, infinitely withdrawn
from man and his concerns. Woods and mountains held aloof, communing
with the stars. They were kindred and of one house; it was man who
was alien, a stranger and alone. The hilltop cared not that he lay
thereon; the grass would grow as greenly when he was in his grave; all
his tragedies since time began he might reenact there below, and the
mountains would not bend to look.
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