Virginia -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
“Farewell!” she echoed. “Long ago, at Westover, that was said between
you and me.... Why do you come like a ghost to keep me and peace apart?”
He did not answer, and she locked her hands across her brow that burned
beneath the heavy circlet of mock gems. “Is it kind?” she demanded,
with a sob in her voice. “Is it kind to trouble me so, to keep me
here”--
“Was I ever kind?” he asked. “Since the night when I followed you, a
child, and caught you from the ground when you fell between the corn
rows, what kindness, Audrey?”
“None!” she answered, with sudden passion. “Nor kindness then! Why went
you not some other way?”
“Shall I tell you why I was there that night,--why I left my companions
and came riding back to the cabin in the valley?”
She uncovered her eyes, “I thought--I thought then--that you were
sent”--
He looked at her with strange compassion. “My own will sent me....
When, that sunny afternoon, we spurred from the valley toward the
higher mountains, we left behind us a forest flower, a young girl of
simple sweetness, with long dark hair,--like yours, Audrey.... It was
to pluck that flower that I deserted the expedition, that I went back
to the valley between the hills.”
Her eyes dilated, and her hands very slowly rose to press her temples,
to make a shadow from which she might face the cup of trembling he was
pouring for her.
“_Molly!_” she said, beneath her breath.
He nodded. “Well, Death had gathered the flower.... Accident threw
across my path a tinier blossom, a helpless child. Save you then, care
for you then, I must, or I had been not man, but monster. Did I care
for you tenderly, Audrey? Did I make you love me with all your childish
heart? Did I become to you father and mother and sister and fairy
prince? Then what were you to me in those old days? A child fanciful
and charming, too fine in all her moods not to breed wonder, to give
the feeling that Nature had placed in that mountain cabin a changeling
of her own. A child that one must regard with fondness and some
pity,--what is called a dear child. Moreover, a child whose life I had
saved, and to whom it pleased me to play Providence. I was young, not
hard of heart, sedulous to fold back to the uttermost the roseleaves of
every delicate and poetic emotion, magnificently generous also, and set
to play my life _au grand seigneur_. To myself assume a responsibility
which with all ease might have been transferred to an Orphan Court,
to put my stamp upon your life to come, to watch you kneel and drink
of my fountain of generosity, to open my hand and with an indulgent
smile shower down upon you the coin of pleasure and advantage,--why,
what a tribute was this to my own sovereignty, what subtle flattery of
self-love, what delicate taste of power! Well, I kissed you good-by,
and unclasped your hands from my neck, chided you, laughed at you,
fondled you, promised all manner of pretty things and engaged you never
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