Virginia -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
On such a night as this Audrey, clothed in red silk, with a band of
false jewels about her shadowy hair, slipped through the stage door
into the garden, and moved across it to the small white house and rest.
Her part in the play was done; for all their storming she would not
stay. Silence and herself alone, and the mirror in her room; then,
sitting before the glass, to see in it darkly the woman whom she
had left dead upon the boards yonder,--no, not yonder, but in a far
country, and a fair and great city. Love! love! and death for love! and
her own face in the mirror gazing at her with eyes of that long-dead
Greek. It was the exaltation and the dream, mournful, yet not without
its luxury, that ended her every day. When the candle burned low, when
the face looked but dimly from the glass, then would she rise and
quench the flame, and lay herself down to sleep, with the moonlight
upon her crossed hands and quiet brow.
* * * * *
She passed through the grape arbor, and opened the door at which Haward
had knocked that September night of the Governor’s ball. She was in
Mistress Stagg’s long room; at that hour it should have been lit only
by a dying fire and a solitary candle. Now the fire was low enough,
but the room seemed aflare with myrtle tapers. Audrey, coming from the
dimness without, shaded her eyes with her hand. The heavy door shut to
behind her; unseeing still she moved toward the fire, but in a moment
let fall her hand and began to wonder at the unwonted lights. Mistress
Stagg was yet in the playhouse; who then had lit these candles? She
turned, and saw Haward standing with folded arms between her and the
door.
The silence was long. He was Marmaduke Haward with all his powers
gathered, calm, determined, so desperate to have done with this thing,
to at once and forever gain his own and master fate, that his stillness
was that of deepest waters, his cool equanimity that of the gamester
who knows how will fall the loaded dice. Dressed with his accustomed
care, very pale, composed and quiet, he faced her whose spirit yet
lingered in a far city, who in the dreamy exaltation of this midnight
hour was ever half Audrey of the garden, half that other woman in a
dress of red silk, with jewels in her hair, who, love’s martyr, had
exulted, given all, and died.
“How did you come here?” she breathed at last. “You said that you would
come never again.”
“After to-night, never again,” he answered. “But now, Audrey, this once
again, this once again!”
Gazing past him she made a movement toward the door. He shook his head.
“This is my hour, Audrey. You may not leave the room, nor will Mistress
Stagg enter it. I will not touch you, I will come no nearer to you.
Stand there in silence, if you choose, or cover the sight of me from
your eyes, while for my own ease, my own unhappiness, I say farewell.”
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