Audubon and His Journals, Volume 1Audubon, John James
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Audubon and His Journals, Volume 1
Audubon, John James
Audubon, John James, 1785-1851 -- Diaries; Birds -- North America; Naturalists -- United States -- Diaries
In glancing over these pages, I see that in my hurried and
broken manner of laying before you this very imperfect (but
perfectly correct) account of my early life I have omitted to
tell you that, before the birth of your sister Rosa, a daughter
was born at Henderson, who was called, of course, Lucy. Alas!
the poor, dear little one was unkindly born, she was always ill
and suffering; two years did your kind and unwearied mother
nurse her with all imaginable care, but notwithstanding this
loving devotion she died, in the arms which had held her so
long, and so tenderly. This infant daughter we buried in our
garden at Henderson, but after removed her to the Holly
burying-ground in the same place.
Hundreds of anecdotes I could relate to you, my dear sons, about
those times, and it may happen that the pages that I am now
scribbling over may hereafter, through your own medium, or that
of some one else be published. I shall try, should God Almighty
grant me life, to return to these less important portions of my
history, and delineate them all with the same faithfulness with
which I have written the ornithological biographies of the birds
of my beloved country.
Only one event, however, which possesses in itself a lesson to
mankind, I will here relate. After our dismal removal from
Henderson to Louisville, one morning, while all of us were sadly
desponding, I took you both, Victor and John, from Shippingport
to Louisville. I had purchased a loaf of bread and some apples;
before we reached Louisville you were all hungry, and by the
river side we sat down and ate our scanty meal. On that day the
world was with me as a blank, and my heart was sorely heavy, for
scarcely had I enough to keep my dear ones alive; and yet
through these dark ways I was being led to the development of
the talents I loved, and which have brought so much enjoyment to
us _all_, for it is with deep thankfulness that I record that
you, my sons, have passed your lives almost continuously with
your dear mother and myself. But I will here stop with one
remark.
One of the most extraordinary things among all these adverse
circumstances was that I never for a day gave up listening to
the songs of our birds, or watching their peculiar habits, or
delineating them in the best way that I could; nay, during my
deepest troubles I frequently would wrench myself from the
persons around me, and retire to some secluded part of our noble
forests; and many a time, at the sound of the wood-thrush's
melodies have I fallen on my knees, and there prayed earnestly
to our God.
This never failed to bring me the most valuable of thoughts and
always comfort, and, strange as it may seem to you, it was often
necessary for me to exert my will, and compel myself to return
to my fellow-beings.
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