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Auld lang syne. Second series : $b My Indian friends
Müller, F. Max (Friedrich Max)
India; Müller, F. Max (Friedrich Max), 1823-1900 -- Friends and associates
I must now part with my Vedic Friends. I can hardly hope that I have
persuaded many of my English friends to share my feelings for my
antediluvian acquaintances. All I care for is to make others understand
how my heart was caught, and what I saw in my Indian love, not only in
her Vedântic dreams and aspirations, but in the simplicity of her
earliest utterances of trust in powers invisible, yet present behind
what is visible, and in her faith in a law that rules both the natural
and the supernatural world.
MY INDIAN FRIENDS.
V.
A Prime Minister and a Child-wife.
I have often had to give expression to a certain disappointment at not
being able, when speaking of my Indian friends, to reveal more of their
inner life. That life, we may be certain, is not absent, but it is kept
hidden, just as Indian women are kept behind their purdahs or curtains
and hidden under veils, more or less transparent. Some of our own
distinguished men and women are perhaps too much given to perform their
confessions and moral ablutions in public, while in India such books as
Rousseau’s _Confessions_, or the _Confessions of St. Augustine_, nay, of
Amiel or Marie Bashkirtseff, to mention some well-known instances only,
can hardly be imagined. Introspection or self-examination exists no
doubt among the men and women of India as well as anywhere else. But
unless such inward searchings take a definite form in words, nay, in
written and published words, they can hardly be said to exist. A man may
enter into a dark cave and see visions, but unless he can find his way
back into the bright light of day, unless he can find words for what was
vaguely passing through the twilight of his memory, all vanishes again
and leaves nothing behind but a nameless sentiment, like the feeling
that is left by a dream, when we know indeed that we have been dreaming,
but cannot recall what we saw in our dreams.
Even in the prayers which we possess of the people in India we find no
very deep delvings into the soul of man. They consist chiefly of praises
of the greatness of the gods or of God, of general confessions of human
weakness or sin, but we hardly ever come across the agonised sufferings
of self-reproachful saints, and we see little of that moral vivisection
which, painful as it is to witness, often reveals to us some of the most
secret springs of human nature which nothing else will bring to our
view.
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