Walter did a great deal of work, and was fairly well paid, but that did
not mean a large income for a young couple with two children and three
servants, trying to keep up an appearance before the world. He wrote for
magazines and literary journals, occasionally he did a long pot-boiler
for one of those reviews he called refuges for destitute intellects; and
altogether was thrown much among men better off than himself, so that he
did not like to look poor. Besides, he preferred to live with a certain
amount of comfort, even though it meant a certain amount of anxiety, to
looking poverty-stricken or shabby for the sake of knowing precisely how
he would stand at the end of the quarter, or being able at any moment to
lay his hand on a ten-pound note.
“You not only feel awkward yourself if you look poor, but cause other
people to feel so,” he said; “and that is making yourself a nuisance:
you have no business to do that if you can avoid it.”
So, though the Hibberts had only a small house, it was pretty and well
arranged. Their simple meals were daintily served, and everything about
them had an air that implies content dashed with luxury. In fact, they
lived as people can live now, even on a small income, and especially in
London, in comfort and refinement.
Still, it was a difficult task to pull through, and Walter felt that he
ought to be making more money. He knew, too, though he did not tell his
wife so, that the constant work and anxiety were telling on him; he
wanted another but a far longer bracing-up than the one he had had seven
years ago at Brighton. “A sea voyage would be the thing,” he thought,
“only I don’t see how it could be managed, even if I could get away.”
The last year had been a fortunate one in some respects: an aunt of Mrs.
Hibbert’s had died, leaving them a hundred pounds and a furnished
cottage near Witley, in Surrey. It was a dear little cottage, they both
protested—red brick, of course, as all well-bred cottages are nowadays,
standing in an acre and a half of its own fir-wood, and having round it
a garden with tan paths and those prim flowers that grow best in the
vicinity of fir. It would be delightful to stay there in the summer
holidays, they agreed, or to run down from Saturday to Monday, or,
by-and-by, to send the children there for a spell with the governess
when their parents were not able to get away from town. Walter had tried
sending Florence and the children and going down every week himself, but
he found “it didn’t work.” She was always longing to be with him, and he
with her. It was only a broad sea and a few thousand miles that would
make separation possible, and he did not think he could endure that very
long: he was absurdly fond of his dear little wife.
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