“And then,” Ethel went on, altogether ignoring the slightly shocked look
on her friend’s face, “he said that, perhaps, a word might be put in
somewhere and something done for George. He didn’t say any more, but I
gathered that cabinet ministers occasionally range themselves round a
newspaper office, seeking whom they may oblige.”
“Oh, Ethel!” exclaimed Florence again, “that is just your little
exaggerated way.”
“Well, at any rate, he thinks he can do something, and he evidently
wants to be good to us.”
“He seems to delight in doing kind things,” Florence answered; “you know
how good he was about Walter.”
“He ought to have married Mrs. Baines. He would have been much better
than Alfred Wimple”—with which wise remark Ethel went away, full of her
own happiness, and Florence sat down and thought over Mr. Fisher’s
generosity.
“He is always doing kind things,” she said to herself. “It was he who
sent Walter to India, and perhaps set him up for the rest of his life;
and he who gave that horrid Mr. Wimple work, only to find himself
cheated and insulted in return. I can’t think what I shall do whenever I
meet Mr. Wimple.” But she swiftly dismissed that disagreeable person
from her mind, and returned to the consideration of Mr. Fisher’s
virtues. “He is so unselfish,” she thought. “It isn’t every one who
would try to help on the man for whom he had been refused. Yet it is
very odd that, with all his goodness, Mr. Fisher is not a bit
fascinating; I quite understand Ethel’s refusing him. I have an idea
that few go out of their way to be good to him. Some people seem to live
in the world to give out kindness, and others only to take it in.” The
reflection felt like a self-reproach. She did so little for others
herself, and yet she was always longing to do more in life than merely
to take her own share of its enjoyment. She wanted most to help Aunt
Anne; she longed to see her, to comfort and soothe her, and perhaps to
lend her a little money. She felt convinced that Aunt Anne must want
some money by this time, and that she was miserable with Mr. Wimple. “I
am so afraid he isn’t kind to her,” she said to herself; “I am certain
he hasn’t married her for love—there is some horrid reason that we are
not clever enough to guess. I only wish she had never left Mrs. North;
she was so happy there, and looked so grand driving about and giving
presents; and perhaps if she had stayed she might, eventually, have been
able to pay for them.” Then, almost against her will, Mrs. North’s face
was before her again. She could see it quite plainly, lovely and
restless, but with a sad look in the blue eyes that was like an appeal
for kindness. “I feel as if there were an aching in her heart for
something she has missed in life. But perhaps that is nonsense, or it is
only that I don’t understand her—we are so different. I have half a
mind to go and call on her. I wonder if she would care to see me?”
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