“Walter and Florence have offered to lend us their cottage at Witley. We
can go to it to-morrow—if it is convenient to you, dear Alfred,” she
added meekly.
“I shall not go there,” he said sullenly; and for a moment he looked her
full in the face with his dull eyes.
“I thought the air of that locality was always beneficial to you,” she
said, in the same tone in which she had last spoken.
“Thank you, I don’t wish to go to that ‘locality,’ and be laughed at.”
He half mocked her as he spoke.
“Why should you be laughed at?” she asked, with almost a cry of pain in
her voice, for she knew what the answer would be, beforehand; but the
words were forced from her, she could not help them. He coughed and
looked at her again.
“People generally laugh at a young man who marries an old woman, Anne.”
She got up and went to the end of the room, and came back again, and put
her hand upon his shoulder.
“No one is there to laugh,” she said. “There is no one there to know. We
need not keep any society.” She did not see the absurdity of the last
remark, and made it quite gravely. “There are only a few people in the
neighbourhood at all, and those of an inferior class. It does not matter
what they think.”
“It matters to me what every one thinks.”
“We cannot remain here much longer,” she went on. “The landlady was most
impertinent to-day. I think Florence and Walter would help to pay her if
we went to the cottage to-morrow. They said they would arrange
everything.”
“It is a long way from Liphook,” he said, almost to himself; “if any one
saw us, they wouldn’t suspect that we were married. They would think you
were my aunt, perhaps.”
“They may think what they please, Alfred,” she answered, “if you are
only with me.” Then her voice changed. “My dear one, I cannot bear life
unless you are gentle to me,” she pleaded; “and I cannot bear it here
alone any longer, always away from you, day after day. I am your wife,
Alfred, and, if I am an old woman, I love you with all the years I
remember, and all the love that has been stored up in me since my youth.
I want to be near you, to take care of you, to see that you have
comforts. You can say that I am your aunt, if it pleases you. I never
feel that I am your wife, only that it is my great privilege to be near
you and to serve you.” She stopped, as if unable to go on, and he was
silent a moment or two before he answered.
“It might be a good idea; as you say, there is no one about there to
know.”
“Are you ashamed of me?”
“I don’t want to look ridiculous.” Then a flash came into her eyes, and
the old spirit asserted itself.
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