He could hire no more waggonettes at Steggall’s without paying for them,
or without her knowledge; but once or twice she had seen him going along
a by-path towards the station, so that he would arrive there just about
the time there was a train to Liphook. She remembered that on the first
occasion, he had pulled a shilling out of his pocket an hour or two
before he started and looked at it, as if wondering whether it would be
enough for a return ticket.
“Alfred,” she asked one day, “will you take me to see your country
quarters, my love? I should like to visit the place which has been of so
much benefit to you?”
“No,” he answered, looking at her steadfastly, as he always did; “I
don’t wish you to go there.”
“May I ask your reason?”
“My wish should be sufficient.”
“It is,” she said gently; “for I know, dear Alfred, that you always have
a reason for what you wish, and you would not prevent me from seeing a
place for which you have such a preference if you had not a good one.”
He was soothed by her conciliatory manner.
“I owe some money there,” he said, “and if you went they might expect
you to pay it”—an answer which satisfied her for a time on account of
its obvious probability. But still his disappearances tormented her, and
his silence stifled all questions she longed to ask.
She liked being at the cottage; she liked being the virtual mistress of
a certain number of rooms and of a servant of her own; and, on the
whole, the first month had gone smoothly. Florence and Walter had been
generous, and made many provisions for their comfort, and she had been
separated less from Alfred than when she was in town. And here, too, she
was better able to keep some account of his movements. Moreover, if he
disappeared for hours together now, it had been for days together then.
He always went off silently, without warning or hint, and as silently
reappeared.
“Have you been for a walk, my love?” she asked him one evening. He
turned and looked at her: there was no anger in his dull eyes, but he
made her quail inwardly, though outwardly she showed no sign.
“Yes”—and she knew, perfectly, he would tell her no more. Still,
hopelessly, she persevered.
“In what direction did you bend your steps, dear Alfred?”
“I dislike being asked to give an account of my movements, Anne,” he
said, and locked his lips in the manner that was so peculiar to him.
“I quite understand, my love,” she answered gently; “it is also
extremely repugnant to me to be questioned. I merely asked, hoping that
you felt invigorated by your walk.” He looked at her again, and said
nothing.
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