“I should starve, too,” she said sadly; “are you altogether oblivious of
that fact, Alfred?”
“If you choose to do so it is your own business, and no reason why I
should. I have friends who will receive me, and I shall go to them.”
“Would they not extend a helping hand to us both?”
“No,” he said doggedly.
“They cannot love you as I do,” she pleaded.
“I cannot help that. I shall go to them.”
“I give you all I have.”
“I want more—more than you give me now,” he answered; “and if you don’t
give it me, I shall not stay here. You had better go to London
to-morrow, and look for some money. My uncle will let you have some if
you are persistent.”
“I think I will go to-day,” she said, with an odd tone in her voice. “I
should be in time for the twelve o’clock train.”
“You will go to-morrow,” he replied decisively.
“Very well, my love”—and she winked quickly to herself. “I will go
to-morrow.”
“Unless you bring back some money, I shall not stay here any longer. You
must clearly understand that, Anne. I am tired of this business,” he
said, in his hard, determined voice.
“It’s not worse for you than it is for me, Alfred. I can bear it with
you; cannot you bear it with me?”
He looked at her—at her black dress, her white handkerchief, at the
poverty-stricken age of which she seemed to be the symbol; and he
shuddered perceptibly as he turned away and answered, “No, I cannot, and
I want to go.”
“Alfred!” she said, with a cry of pain, and going to his side she put
her hand on his arm; but he shook her off, and went a step farther away.
“Stay there,” he said sternly.
“Why do you recoil from me?” she asked; “am I so distasteful to you?”
But he only shuddered again, and looked at her with almost terror in his
eyes, as though he dumbly loathed her.
“Have I forfeited your love, Alfred?” she asked humbly.
“I dislike being touched.”
“You will break my heart,” she cried, with a dry sob in her throat. “My
dear one, I have given you all—all I possess; I have braved everything
for you. Has all your love for me gone?”
“I don’t want to talk sentiment,” he said, drawing back still a little
farther from her, as though he shrank from being within her reach.
“Do you remember that night when we walked along the road by the
fir-trees, and you told me you would always love me and take care of me?
What have I done to make you change? I never cease thinking of you, day
or night, but it is months since you gave me a loving word. What have I
done to change you so?”
He looked down at her; for a moment there was an expression of hatred on
his face.
“You are old—and I am young.”
“My heart is young,” she said piteously. Still he was merciless.
“It is your face I see,” he said, “not your heart.”
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