"I'm glad for you, Mr. Dalton!" said Aunt Jane heartily, "and I know
you'll be good to her. I can see it in your face--that you treat her
well."
The face clouded. "I mean to--but I never seem to know just how she'll
take things----"
"What's been the trouble?" asked Aunt Jane.
"She didn't tell you?"
Aunt Jane shook her head. "We didn't talk much--just visited together a
little and got acquainted."
He seemed thoughtful. "I think the real trouble is something that never
gets put into words; and it isn't so easy to put in words.... I'm a
failure, I guess!" He looked up apologetically. "I don't know that you
will understand. But I've had chances--every sort of chance--and I've
never made good."
"Never made money, you mean," said Aunt Jane placidly.
He looked up quickly. "That's it!"
"What seemed to be the matter?"
"I don't know." He was looking before him. "When I got through college,
I thought I was going to get on all right--thought I should be a big man
some day." He looked at her and smiled.
"You look pretty big and strong," assented Aunt Jane.
He laughed out. "I'm big enough this way!" He reached out his arms from
the broad shoulders and clinched the hands a little. "I can tackle
anything in sight. But--" he leaned forward--"it's the things that are
out of sight that I can't seem to come to grips with."
"That's what bothers most folks, I guess--men folks special," said Aunt
Jane. "I've known a good many men, and I like them.... I like men
better'n I do women," she added a little guiltily, "but sometimes it
seems to me, when I'm with 'em, as if they were blind--a little mite
blind about what's going on inside."
She rocked a little.
"Maybe it's just because they're slow," she said reflectively. "They
can't see quick, the way women can, and they're kind of afraid of what
they can't see--some like children in the dark." She was smiling at him.
He nodded. "You've got it! I shouldn't wonder if that's the way Edith
feels. She's never said it just that way. But she doesn't seem to
understand what I'm after; and I can't tell her--because I don't know
myself," he added candidly.
"So while you're figuring it out, she calls it something else?" said
Aunt Jane.
"That's it! And then we get--angry, and I can't even think. It seems to
paralyze me, some way."
Aunt Jane was smiling to herself. "'Most seems as if it would have been
a better way to have men folks marry men folks--" She looked at him
shrewdly. "They'd get along more comfortable?"
He shook his head and laughed. "I want Edith just the way she is. But I
wish----"
"Yes--we all do." Aunt Jane nodded. "We like what we've got--pretty
well. But we're always wishing it was a little mite different some
way.... I like my work here; and I do it about as well as I know how.
But some days I wish--" She broke off and sat looking before her.
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