Autobiography of a Female SlaveBrowne, Martha Griffith
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Autobiography of a Female Slave
Browne, Martha Griffith
African American women -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Enslaved women -- Fiction; Kentucky -- Fiction; Slavery -- Fiction
"I've just got a letter from Dr. Mandy. They ar' still in New Orleans;
but expected to start for home in 'bout three days. The doctor gives me
very little cause for hope; says Johnny is mighty weak, and had a pretty
tough cough. He says the night-sweats can't be broke; and the boy is
very weak, not able to set up an hour at a time. This is very
discouragin', Miss Emily. Sometimes it 'pears like 'twould kill me, too,
my heart is so sot 'pon that boy;" and here Mr. Peterkin began to smoke
with great violence, a sure sign that he was laboring under intense
excitement.
"He is a very noble youth," said Miss Bradly, with a quivering voice and
a moist eye; "I am deeply attached to him, and the thought of his death
is one fraught with pain to me. I hope Doctor Mandy is deceived in the
prognostics he deems so bad. Johnny's life is a bright example, and one
that is needed."
"Yes, you think it will aid the Abolition cause; but not in this region,
I can assure you," said Miss Tildy, as she tossed her head knowingly.
"I'd like to know where Johnny learned all the Anti-slavery cant. Do you
know, Miss Emily, that your incendiary principles lost you caste in this
neighborhood, where you once stood as a model?"
Miss Tildy had touched Miss Bradly in her vulnerable point. "Caste" was
a thing that she valued above reputation, and reckoned more desirable
than honor. Had it not been for a certain goodness of heart, from which
she could not escape (though she had often tried) she would have
renounced her Anti-slavery sentiments and never again avowed them; but
young master's words had power to rescue her almost shipwrecked
principles, and then, whilst smarting under the lash of his rebuke, she
attempted, like many an astute politician, to "run on both sides of the
question;" but this was an equivocal position that the "out and out"
Kentuckians were not going to allow. She had to be, in their distinct
phraseology, "one thing or the other;" and, accordingly, aided by young
master and her sense of justice, she avowed herself "the other." And,
of course, with this avowal, came the loss of cherished friends. In
troops they fell away from her. Their averted looks and distant nods
nearly drove her mad. If young master had been by to encourage and
sustain her with gracious words, she could have better borne it; but,
single-handed and alone, she could not battle against adversity. And now
this speech of Miss Tildy's was very untimely. She winced under it, yet
dared not reply. What a contemptible character, to the brave mind, seems
one lacking moral courage!
"I want to see Johnny once again, and then I shall leave for the North,"
said Miss Bradly, in a pitiful tone.
"See Naples and die, eh?" laughed Miss Tildy.
"Always and ever ready with your fun," replied Miss Bradly.
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