Autobiography of a Female SlaveBrowne, Martha Griffith
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Autobiography of a Female Slave
Browne, Martha Griffith
African American women -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Enslaved women -- Fiction; Kentucky -- Fiction; Slavery -- Fiction
At first her wiry turnings, her open and shameless sycophancy, and now
her cringing and fawning upon the Peterkins, caused me to lose all
respect for her. In the hour of her trouble, when deserted by those whom
she had loved as friends, when her pecuniary prospects were blighted, I
felt deeply for her, and even forgave the falsehood; but now when I saw
her shrink from the taunt and invective of Miss Tildy, and then minister
to her vanity, I felt that she was too little even for contempt. At tea,
that evening, whilst serving the table, I was surprised to observe Miss
Jane's face very red with anger, and her manner exceedingly irascible. I
began to wonder if I had done anything to exasperate her; but could
think of no offence of which I had been guilty. I knew from the way in
which she conversed with all at the table, that none of them were
offenders. I was the more surprised at her anger, as she had been, for
the last week, in such an excellent humor, getting herself ready for the
visit to the city. Oh, how I dreaded to see Miss Bradly leave, for then,
I knew the storm would break in all its fury!
I was standing in the kitchen, alone, trying to think what could have
offended Miss Jane, when Amy came up to me, saying,
"Oh, Ann, two silver forks is lost, an' Miss Tildy done 'cuse me of
stealin' 'em, an' I declar 'fore heaven, I gib ebery one of 'em to Miss
Tildy de mornin' Misser Summerbille lef, an' now she done told Miss Jane
dat I told a lie, and that I stole 'em. Lor' knows what dey is gwine to
do 'long wid me; but I don't kere much, so dey kills me soon and sets me
out my misery at once."
"When did they miss the forks?"
"Wy, to-night, when I went to set de table, I found dat two of 'em
wasn't dar; so I axed Miss Tildy whar dey was, an' she said she didn't
know. Den I axed Miss Jane; she say, 'ax Miss Tildy.' Den when I told
Miss Tildy dat, she got mad; struck me a lick right cross my face. Den I
told her bout de time Mr. Summerbille lef, when I give 'em to her. She
say, 'you's a liar, an' hab stole 'em.' Den I begun to declar I hadn't,
and she call Miss Jane, and say to her dat she knowed I hab stole 'em,
and Miss Jane got mad; kicked me, pulled my har till I screamed; den I
'spose she did 'ant want Miss Bradly to hear me; so she stopped, but
swar she'd beat me to death if I didn't get 'em fur her right off. Now,
Ann, I doesn't know whar dey is, if I was to be kilt for it."
She drew the back of her hand across her eyes, and I saw that it was
moist. I was glad of this, for her silent endurance was more horrible to
look upon than this physical softness.
"Oh, God!" I exclaimed, "I would that young master were here."
"What fur, Ann?"
"He might intercede and prevent them from using you so cruelly."
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