Autobiography of a Female SlaveBrowne, Martha Griffith
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Autobiography of a Female Slave
Browne, Martha Griffith
African American women -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Enslaved women -- Fiction; Kentucky -- Fiction; Slavery -- Fiction
I instantly recognized the sharp staccato notes of Miss Jane's voice;
and, starting quickly up, I opened the door, but half-dressed, and
inquired what was wanting?
"Are you one of the Seven Sleepers, that it requires such knocking to
arouse you? Here I've been beating and banging the door, and yet you
still slept on."
I stammered out something like an excuse; and she told me master was
very ill, and I must instantly heat a large kettle of water; that Dr.
Mandy had been sent for, and upon his arrival, prescribed a hot bath.
As quickly as the fire, aided by mine and Sally's united efforts, could
heat the water, it was got ready. Jake, Nace, and Dan lifted the large
bathing-tub into Mr. Peterkin's room, filled it with the warm water, and
placed him in it. The case was as Dr. Mandy had predicted. Mr. P. had
been seized with a violent attack of apoplexy, and his life was
despaired of.
All the efforts of the physician seemed to fail. When Mr. Peterkin did
revive, it was frightful to listen to him. Such revolting oaths as he
used! Such horrid blasphemy as poured from his lips, I shrink from the
foulness of recording.
Raving like a madman, he called upon God to restore his son, or stand
condemned as unjust. His daughters, in sheer affright, sent for the
country preacher; but the good man could effect nothing. His pious words
were wasted upon ears duller than stone.
"I don't care a d--n for your religion. None of your hypocritical
prayin' round me," Mr. Peterkin would say, when the good parson sought
to beguile his attention, and lead him to the contemplation of divine
things.
Frightful it was, to me, to stand by his bed-side, and hear him call
with an oath for whiskey, which was refused.
He had drunk so long, and so deeply, that now, when he was suddenly
checked, the change was terrible to witness. He grew timid, and seemed
haunted by terrible spectres. Anon he would call to some fair-haired
woman, and shout out that there was blood, clotted blood, on her
ringlets; then, rolling himself up in the bed covering, he would shriek
for the skies and mountains to hide him from the meek reproach of those
girlish eyes!
"Something terrible is on his memory," said the doctor to Miss Jane.
"Do you know aught of this?"
"Nothing," she replied with a shudder.
"Don't you remember," asked Miss Tildy, "how often Johnny's eyes seemed
to recall a remorseful memory, and how father would, as now, cry for
them to shut out that look which so tormented him?"
"Yes, yes," and they both fled from the room, and did not again go near
their father. On the third evening of his illness, when Dr. Mandy (who
had been constantly with him) sat by his bed, holding his pulse, he
turned on his side, and asked in a mild tone, quite unusual to him,
"Doctor, must I die? Tell me the truth; I don't want to be deceived."
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