Autobiography of a Female SlaveBrowne, Martha Griffith
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Autobiography of a Female Slave
Browne, Martha Griffith
African American women -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Enslaved women -- Fiction; Kentucky -- Fiction; Slavery -- Fiction
After a moment's pause, the doctor replied, "Yes, Mr. Peterkin, I will
speak the truth; I don't think you can recover from this attack, and, if
I am not very much mistaken, but a few hours of mortal life now remain
to you."
"Then I must speak on a matter what has troubled me a good deal. If I
was a good scholar I'd a writ it out, and left it fur you to read; but
as I warn't much edicated, I couldn't do that, so I'll jist tell you
all, and relieve my mind." Here Mr. Peterkin's face assumed a frightful
expression; his eyes rolled terribly in his head, and blazed with an
expression which no language can paint. His very hair seemed erect with
terror.
"Don't excite yourself; be calm! Wait until another time, then tell me."
"No, no, I must speak now, I feel it 'twill do me good. Long time ago I
had a good kind mother, and one lovely sister;" and here his voice sank
to a whisper. "My father I can't remember; he died when I was a baby. I
was a wild boy; a 'brick,' as they usin' to call me. 'Way off in old
Virginny I was born and raised. My mother was a good, easy sort of
woman, that never used any force with her children, jist sich a person
as should raise gals, not fit to manage onruly boys like me. I jist had
my own way; came and went when I pleased. Mother didn't often reprove
me; whenever she did, it was in a gentle sort of way that I didn't mind
at all. I'd promise far enough; but then, I'd go and do my own way. So I
growed up to the age of eighteen. I'd go off on little trips; get myself
in debt, and mother'd have to pay. She an' sis had to take in sewin' to
support 'emselves, and me too. Wal, they didn't make money fast enough
at this; so they went out an' took in washin'. Sis, poor little thing,
hired herself out by the day, to get extry money for to buy little
knic-nacs fur mother, whose health had got mighty bad. Wal, their rent
had fell due, and Lucy (my sister) and mother had bin savin' up money
fur a good while, without sayin' anything to me 'bout it; but of nights
when they thought I was asleep, I seed 'em slip the money in a drawer of
an old bureau, that stood in the room whar I slept. Wal, I owed some men
a parcel of money, gamblin' debts, and they had bin sorter quarrelin'
with me 'bout it, and railin' of me 'bout my want of spirit, and I was
allers sort of proud an' very high-tempered. So I 'gan to think mother
and Luce was a saving up money fur to buy finery fur 'emselves, an' I
'greed I'd fix 'em fur it. So one night I made my brags to the boys that
I'd pay the next night, with intrust. Some of 'em bet big that I
wouldn't do it. So then I was bound fur it. Accordin', next night I
tried to get inter the drawer; but found it fast locked. I tried agin.
At length, with a wrinch, I bust it open, an' thar before me, all in
bright specie, lay fifty dollars! A big sum it 'peared to me, and then I
was all afired with passion, for Luce had refused me when I had axed her
to lend me money.
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