Autobiography of a Female SlaveBrowne, Martha Griffith
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Autobiography of a Female Slave
Browne, Martha Griffith
African American women -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Enslaved women -- Fiction; Kentucky -- Fiction; Slavery -- Fiction
I did but dimly conceive her meaning. A slow light was breaking through
my cloudy brain, kindling and inflaming hopes that now shine like
beacons over the far waste of memory. Should I, could I, ever be _free_?
Oh, bright and glorious dream! how it did sparkle in my soul, and cheer
me through the lonely hours of bondage! This hope, this shadow of a
hope, shone like a mirage far away upon the horizon of a clouded future.
Miss Bradly looked thoughtfully at me, as if watching the effect of her
words; but she could not see that the seed which she had planted,
perhaps carelessly, was destined to fructify and flourish through the
coming seasons. I longed to pour out my heart to her; for she had, by
this ready "sesame," unlocked its deepest chambers. I dared not unfold
even to her the wild dreams and strange hopes which I was indulging.
I spied Melinda coming up, and signified to Miss Bradly that it would be
unsafe to prolong the conversation, and quickly she departed; not,
however, without reassuring me of the interest which she felt in my
fate.
"What was Miss Emily Bradly talking wid you 'bout?" demanded Melinda, in
a surly tone.
"Nothing that concerns you," I answered.
"Well, but you'll see that it consarns yerself, when I goes and tells
Masser on you."
"What can you tell him on me?"
"Oh, I knows, I hearn you talking wid dat ar' woman;" and she gave a
significant leer of her eye, and lolled her tongue out of her mouth, à
la mad dog.
I was much disturbed lest she had heard the conversation, and should
make a report of it, which would redound to the disadvantage of my new
friend. I went about my usual duties with a slow and heavy heart; still,
sometimes, like a star shining through clouds, was that little bright
hope of liberty.
CHAPTER V.
A FASHIONABLE TEA-TABLE--TABLE-TALK--AUNT POLLY'S EXPERIENCE--THE
OVERSEER'S AUTHORITY--THE WHIPPING-POST--TRANSFIGURING POWER OF DIVINE
FAITH.
That evening when the family returned, I was glad to find the young
ladies in such an excellent humor. It was seldom Miss Jane, whose
peculiar property I was, ever gave me a kind word; and I was surprised
on this occasion to hear her say, in a somewhat gentle tone:
"Well, Ann, come here, I want you to look very nice to-night, and wait
on the table in style, for I am expecting company;" and, with a sort of
half good-natured smile, she tossed an old faded neck-ribbon to me,
saying,
"There is a present for you." I bowed low, and made a respectful
acknowledgment of thanks, which she received in an unusually complacent
manner.
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