Autobiography of a Female SlaveBrowne, Martha Griffith
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Autobiography of a Female Slave
Browne, Martha Griffith
African American women -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Enslaved women -- Fiction; Kentucky -- Fiction; Slavery -- Fiction
"Oh lor', oh lor', de poor ole 'ooman an' de boys; oh my ole heart will
bust!" and, sobbing like a child, the old man sank down upon the floor,
in the most abandoned grief.
"Here, boys, some of you git the fiddle and play, an' I warrant that old
fool will be dancin' in a minnit," said Atkins in his unfeeling way.
Of course this speech met with the most signal applause from "de boys"
addressed.
I watched the expression of Charles' face. It was frightful. He sat in
one corner, as usual, with an open book in his hand. From it he raised
his eyes, and, whilst the scene between Atkins and the old negro was
going on, they flashed with an expression that I could not fathom. His
brows knit, and his lip curled, yet he spoke no word.
When Atkins withdrew, the old man lay there, still weeping and sobbing
piteously. I went up to him, kindly saying,
"What is the matter, old uncle?"
The sound of a kind voice aroused him, and looking up through his
streaming tears, he said,
"Oh, chile, I's got a poor ole 'ooman dat lives 'bout half mile in de
country. Masser fotch me in town to-day, an' say he was agwine to hire
me fur a few weeks. Wal, I beliebed him, bekase Masser has bin hard run
fur money, an' I was willin' to hope him 'long, so I consented to be
hired in town fur little while, and den go out an' see de ole 'ooman an'
de boys Saturday nights. Wal, de fust thing I knowed when I got to town
I was sold to a trader. Masser wouldn't tell me hisself; but, when I got
here, de gemman what I thought I was hired to, tole me dat Masser Atkins
had bought me; an' I wanted to go back an' ask Masser, but he laughed
an' say 'twant no use, Masser done gone out home. Oh, lor'! 'peared like
dere was nobody to trus' to den. I begged to go an' say good-bye; but
dey 'fused me dat, an' Masser Atkins 'gan to swear, an' he struck me
'cross de head. Oh, I didn't tink Masser wud do me so in my ole age!"
I ask you, reader, if for a sorrow like this there was any word of
comfort? I thought not, and did not dare try to offer any.
"Will scenes like these ever cease?" I fretfully asked, as I turned to
Charles.
"Never!" was the bitter answer.
This old man talked constantly of his little woolly-headed boys. When
telling of their sportive gambols, he would smile, even whilst the tears
were flowing down his cheeks.
He often had a crowd of slaves around him listening to his talk of
"wife and children," but I seldom made one of the number, for it
saddened me too much. I knew that he was telling of joys that could
never come to him again.
On one of these occasions, when uncle Peter, as he was called, was deep
in the merits of his conversation, I was sitting in the corner of the
room sewing, when Luce came running breathlessly up to me, with a bunch
of beautiful flowers in her hand.
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