Autobiography of a Female SlaveBrowne, Martha Griffith
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Autobiography of a Female Slave
Browne, Martha Griffith
African American women -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Enslaved women -- Fiction; Kentucky -- Fiction; Slavery -- Fiction
I stepped out on the balcony for some purpose, and there, standing at
the end of the gallery, but partially concealed by the clematis
blossoms, stood Miss Jane, and a tall gentleman was leaning over the
railing talking very earnestly to her. In that uncertain light I could
see the flash of her eye and the crimson glow of her cheek. She was
twirling and tearing to pieces, petal by petal, a beautiful rose which
she held in her hand. Here, I thought here is happiness; this woman
loves and is beloved. She has tasted of that one drop which sweetens the
whole cup of existence. Oh, what a thing it is to be _free_--free and
independent, with power and privilege to go whithersoever you choose,
with no cowardly fear, no dread of espionage, with the right to hold
your head proudly aloft, and return glance for glance, not shrink and
cower before the white man's look, as we poor slaves _must_ do. But not
many moments could I thus spend in thought, and well, perhaps, it was
for me that duty broke short all such unavailing regrets.
Hastening back to the dining-room, I gave another inquiring look at the
table, fearful that some article had been omitted. Satisfying myself on
this point, I moved on to the kitchen, where Aunt Polly was busy frying
a chicken.
"Here, child," she exclaimed, "look in thar at them biscuits. See is
they done. Oh, that's prime, browning beautiful-like," she said, as I
drew from the stove a pan of nice biscuits, "and this ar' chicken is
mighty nice. Oh, but it will make the young gemman smack his lips," and
wiping the perspiration from her sooty brow, she drew a long breath, and
seated herself upon a broken stool.
"Wal, this ar' nigger is tired. I's bin cooking now this twelve years,
and never has I had 'mission' to let my old man come to see me, or I to
go see him."
The children, with eyes wide open, gathered round Aunt Polly to hear a
recital of her wrongs. "Laws-a-marcy, sights I's seen in my times, and
often it 'pears like I's lost my senses. I tells you, yous only got to
look at this ar' back to know what I's went through." Hereupon she
exposed her back and arms, which were frightfully scarred.
"This ar' scar," and she pointed to a very deep one on her left
shoulder, "Masser gib me kase I cried when he sold my oldest son; poor
Jim, he was sent down the river, and I've never hearn from him since."
She wiped a stray tear from her old eyes.
"Oh me! 'tis long time since my eyes hab watered, and now these tears do
feel so quare. Poor Jim is down the river, Johnny is dead, and Lucy is
sold somewhar, so I have neither chick nor child. What's I got to live
fur?"
This brought fresh to my mind recollections of my own mother's grief,
when she was forced to give me up, and I could not restrain my tears.
"What fur you crying, child?" she asked. "It puts me in mind ov my poor
little Luce, she used to cry this way whenever anything happened to me.
Oh, many is the time she screamed if master struck me."
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