Autobiography of a Female SlaveBrowne, Martha Griffith
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Autobiography of a Female Slave
Browne, Martha Griffith
African American women -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Enslaved women -- Fiction; Kentucky -- Fiction; Slavery -- Fiction
"Tell me what has happened since I have been sick?" I said. "Where are
Miss Jane and Matilda? and where is the young gentleman who supped with
them on that awful night?"
"Bress you, honey, but 'twas an awful night. Dis ole nigger will neber
forget it long as she libs;" and she bent her head upon her poor old
worn hands, and by the pale, blue flicker of the lamp, I could discern
the rapidly-falling tears.
"What," thought I, "and this hardened, wretched old woman can weep for
me! Her heart is not all ossified if she can forget her own bitter
troubles, and weep for mine."
This knowledge was painful, and yet joyful to me. Who of us can refuse
sympathy? Who does not want it, no matter at what costly price? Does it
not seem like dividing the burden, when we know that there is another
who will weep for us? I threw my arms round Aunt Polly. I tightly
strained that decayed and revolting form to my breast, and I inly prayed
that some young heart might thus rapturously go forth, in blessings to
my mother. This evidence of affection did not surprise Aunt Polly, nor
did she return my embrace; but a deep, hollow sigh, burst from her full
heart, and I knew that memory was far away--that, in fancy, she was
with her children, her loved and lost.
"Come, now," said I, soothingly, "tell me all about it. How did I
suffer? What was done for me? Where is master?" and I shuddered, as I
mentioned the name of my horrible persecutor.
"Oh, chile, when Masser Jones was done a-beatin' ob yer, dey all ob 'em
tought you was dead; den Masser got orful skeard. He cussed and swore,
and shook his fist in de oberseer's face, and sed he had kilt you, and
dat he was gwine to law wid him 'bout de 'struction ob his property. Den
Masser Jones he swar a mighty heap, and tell Masser he dar' him to go to
law 'bout it. Den Miss Jane and Tilda kum out, and commenced cryin', and
fell to 'busin' Masser Jones, kase Miss Jane say she want to go to de
big town, and take you long wid her fur lady's maid. Den Mr. Jones fell
to busen ob her, and den Masser and him clinched, and fought, and fought
like two big black dogs. Den Masser Jones sticked his great big knife in
Masser's side, and Masser fell down, and den we all tought he was clar
gone. Den away Maser Jones did run, and nobody dared take arter him, for
he had a loaded pistol and a big knife. Den we all on us, de men and
wimmin folks both, grabbed up Masser, and lifted him in de house, and
put him on de bed. Den Jake, he started off fur de doctor, while Miss
Jane and Tilda 'gan to fix Masser's cut side. Law, bress your heart, but
thar he laid wid his big form stretched out just as helpless as a baby.
His face was as white as a ghost, and his eyes shot right tight up. Law
bress you, but I tought his time hab kum den. Well, Lindy and de oder
wimmin was a helpin' ob Miss Jane and Tildy, so I jist tought I would go
and look arter yer body. Thar you was, still tied to de post, all
kivered with blood.
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