Autobiography of a Female SlaveBrowne, Martha Griffith
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Autobiography of a Female Slave
Browne, Martha Griffith
African American women -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Enslaved women -- Fiction; Kentucky -- Fiction; Slavery -- Fiction
Some weeks afterwards, when I was trying to teach her the doctrine of
the immortality of the soul, she broke forth in an idiotic laugh, as she
said, "oh, no, dat gold city what dey sings 'bout in hymns, will do fur
de white folks; but nothin' eber comes of niggers; dey jist dies and
rots."
"Who do you think made negroes?" I inquired.
Looking up with a meaning grin, she said, "White folks made 'em fur der
own use, I 'spect."
"Why do you think that?"
"Kase white folks ken kill 'em when dey pleases; so I 'spose dey make
'em."
This was a species of reasoning which, for a moment, confounded my
logic. Seeing that I lacked a ready reply, she went on:
"Yes, you see, Ann, we hab no use wid a soul. De white folks won't hab
any work to hab done up dere, and so dey won't hab no use fur niggers."
"Doesn't this make you miserable?"
"What?" she asked, with amazement.
"This thought of dying, and rotting like the vilest worm."
"No, indeed, it makes me glad; fur den I'll not hab anybody to beat me;
knock, kick, and cuff me 'bout, like dey does now."
"Poor child, happier far," I thought, "in your ignorance, than I, with
all the weight of fearful responsibility that my little knowledge
entails upon me. On you, God will look with a more pitying eye than upon
me, to whom he has delegated the stewardship of two talents."
CHAPTER VIII.
TALK AT THE FARM-HOUSE--THREATS--THE NEW BEAU--LINDY.
Several days had elapsed since the morning conversation with Amy;
meanwhile matters were jogging along in their usually dull way. Of late,
since the flight of Mr. Jones, and the illness of Mr. Peterkin, there
had been considerably less fighting; but the ladies made innumerable
threats of what they would do, when their father should be well enough
to allow a suspension of nursing duties.
My wounds had rapidly healed, and I had resumed my former position in
the discharge of household duties. Lindy, my old assistant, still held
her place. I always had an aversion to her. There was that about her
entire physique which made her odious to me. A certain laxity of the
muscles and joints of her frame, which produced a floundering, shuffling
sort of gait that was peculiarly disagreeable, a narrow, soulless
countenance, an oblique leer of the eye where an ambushed fiend seemed
to lurk, full, voluptuous lips, lengthy chin, and expanded nostril,
combined to prove her very low in the scale of animals. She had a kind
of dare-devil courage, which seemed to brave a great deal, and yet she
shrank from everything like punishment. There was a union of degrading
passions in her character. I doubt if the lowest realm of hades
contained a baser spirit. This girl, I felt assured from the first time
I beheld her, was destined to be my evil genius. I felt that the baleful
comet that presided over her birth, would in his reckless and maddening
course, rush too near the little star which, through cloud and shadow,
beamed on my destiny.
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